August 28, 2015 Dear Dairy: No attention

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This evening I was singing the song "Crossing Field" from the sword art online opening one. But in English.

I was never right for this hero type of role. I admit it. With my heart,

shivering in fear. I can see today's reflection in each past tear. 

But I can not hide all these emptiness insid-

I stopped singing as instead sand "Starter" the ending of Sword Art Online season 2 GGO!

I wish the numb my heart, to numb my heart

Against the pain and take it awa-

"Sharh can you please get you sisters blanket in her room" a voice asked behind me where I saw sitting on the couch. It was my mom.

Me: Okay has I walked towards the stairs and whispered I hope I sang good (I wouldn't really call myself a really good singer) Then I continued my singing

Against the pain and take it away.

Because there must be more than this~

Those countless times I gave up all hope, because

I couldn't change whats behind me. I hid...

Me: By that time I reached downstairs and gave the blanket to my mom who just stared at it while I stared at her wondering why she wouldn't take it.

Mom: Sighed You really don't pay any attention Pointing at what I was really holding

Me: I looked and turned red Opps I was holding my mom's T-shirt

Me: I ran back up stairs and still continued singing but changed back to "Crossing Field" which burst of laughter filled the kitchen and living room and I couldn't help but laugh with them when I got down. 

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Right now my Aunt is showing my endless pictures that shows her and her BF.

Aunt: So how is the picture? Interrupting the silence in the room

Me: Your boyfriend looks...well...sleepy. Looking into the picture on her phone

Aunt: How about me? Filled with curiosity 

Me: You look Wouldn't hurt to tell the truth Hyper, High spirit, and seem really happy I smiled

Aunt: Didn't seem to hear or she ignored me

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At least 10 minutes later...

Aunt: Oh you Auntie Marcie said you look like your mom in this picture Pointing to her screen on her phone

Me: Let me look!

My mom: What would you expect?! She's my daughter!

Me: Finally my aunt show me and I glance at it and turned away

Aunt: Oooooo someone's happy Grins at my way while I go back to writing more stories

~.~.~

Sorry minna~san for not updating for such a long time. I have been busy getting ready for school which is in about 2 day!!! Please bear with me awhile until I get settled into school but then again, I'll be busy but I'll try to find time to update. Sorry again minna! =D


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