Hey earthlings it's Awesome Turtle here. You probably wanna here about my life at the moment if you don't then your reading the wrong book. So recently I found out that a friend of mine likes me more than friends, but only a little bit. He is an awesome person, but I think I might like someone else. He has been my friend for as long as I can remember.
You are probably holding your device tightly wondering who is he. Well to bad because if he reads this I'm a dead person. I said I think I like him, but I'm just trying to figure stuff out at the moment. I'm so sad because one of my close friends moved Friday :(💔 😢 😞. I might text her if I can get her number from someone.
At the moment besides thinking about my friend and my life I think about why peoples do what they do. Some peoples make fun of me because I'm ugly and I'm quiet all the time. They think that I don't care, but i do. The only reason peoples do that is for status. No one should be that cruel to someone for being themselves. Peoples think I'm smart when I'm stupid, yet they are nice to me and talk about me behind my back. I wish everyone could see how they act and stop.
Everyone of my friends say they care about me, but i know they will one day toss me out like trash. I stay quiet so I won't get in trouble. I keep my opinions to myself because no one cares about me. About one or two of my friends helped me through hard times. Now some of them have changed into someone they are not. I hope they go back to being themselves. Even if I'm not my true self to them I know peoples care about them enough to help them through hard times. I will help them but I can't be myself around them. Truth is they don't know me as well as they think they do. If i tell them they are going to leave me like everyone else. This is Awesome Turtle signing off. Bye for now earthlings.
