Wassup meh earthlings I'm back. So just to make this clear, if you know who I really am DON'T USE MY REAL NAME. When I want you to know who I am I will tell you ( mostly taking to one person ). If you know who I am you can tell me once you see me, but DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT SAY MY NAME. PLEASE. Now that's done with.
I was thinking about singing and friends. For the singing thing I was thinking about doing covers. If you don't know what that is, let me explain. A cover is when you sing a song by someone else and post it or something like that. Well if you want to hear me sing I well try it and if peoples like it I'll keep doing it. So tell me what you think and yeah.
Anywho, so my friends ignore me and I feel like we are drifting apart. NOT ALL OF MY FRIENDS, MOST OF THEM. When I had a drama emergency ( yes i have drama in my life ) i really needed to talk to someone and i chose one of my close friends. That person would usually call me if something like that happened, but that person chose her best friend over a friend. I know I sound insecure, but the situation meant the world to me. I'm not telling what it is just to be clear. Now that person doesn't talk to me as much and I feel like that person isn't my friend.
Sometimes my friends say they love me ( in the friendship way ) but do they really. Do they actually care about me that much that they would say that. Everyday they are drifting apart from me and they probably don't care. That's usually how I feel, but peoples think I'm all peppy unicorns and rainbows all the time. I'm only all cheery for my friends to keep them going. If they are sad then i will always be sad. If they are angry i am angry. If my friends get in a fight I'm always in the middle. If i get in a fight with my friends they would always pick the opposite person in the argument. You see my point. This is Awesome Turtle signing off for now. Bye meh earthlings.
