My Song

Well Darn

Well darn.
If it isn't my brain, it's my attitude.
If it isn't my attitude, it's my personality.
If it isn't my personality, it's my heart.

Well darn,
Things are not quite what they seem.
I say I'm fine, but there's are times
when it's too hard to try.
I smile and laugh and don't show what I feel,
just making the mask stay ever longer.
My heart never means much anymore,
it's been beat around too much already.

Well darn,
I see you with your flowers and bows,
Taking them to your grandma, mom, or love,
On the outside I smile and say congrats
but inside I scream and cry out my regrets.

Well darn, 
Tomorrow when I fall no one will see it.
You won't be there, and neither will she.
As I struggle to say goodbye,
I will finally allow myself to cry.
Well darn,
If only you had seen me then, you might have saved me
From who I am now.