My Song

You Don't Need to Read This

I  was driving in the dark tonight, 

a song came on and reminded me of you. 

I smiled, because it was a good memory. 

I miss you. 

I know things haven't been easy,

I know I broke your heart. 

If only I had said my more carefully, not carelessly,

things wouldn't have fallen apart. 

I saw that photo you took of yourself,

You look like you're doing well.

You looked happy.

And I can't help but be ashamed,

that I made you lose your smile for a while.

I don't know how to fix what I've done, 

I can only say I'm sorry and that I didn't mean it. 

I've never been  good at words,

never have been good with friends. 

You don't have  to forgive me,

I can't take back what I said. 

I know I didn't mean it,

even if I can't remember it. 

But even if  you read this, 

even if you choose not to,

I want you to know that I still love you.

And if you ever feel the need,

I'm still here.

I'll cheer you  on from afar.