Sometimes
I dont let myself
trust myself
allow myself.
Sometimes,
when the yelling gets loud
and the accusations start
and the food gets burned
I dont
Sometimes,
I get involved
drawn in,
excited,
overwhelmed,
and the cost is great.
Sometimes,
i just want to enjoy.
Enjoy
the meal
the day
the book
the life.
But i dont.
Sometimes,
I'll go to bed crying,
begging,
pleading,
silently i do this.
But sometimes,
I do it anyways.
I enjoy
at least,
yesterday i did
but tonight?
Not tonight.
Tomorrow.
Maybe...
YOU ARE READING
My Song
PoesiePoems that help me cope through the thing we call life. if you like them, enjoy. they're here if you need them