You Can't Have Everything.

The Walk

My breath hitched and I just wasn't expecting that to come out of his mouth. "N-No I-It's okay... I-I can go alone..." I stuttered shaking with fear. He actualy wanted to take me. He must be thinking I'm stupid to go with him. He wasn't exactly happy with my answer. He clenched his jaw and took my forearm and pulled me with him. I know exactly what was going to happen next. Exactly what happened last time when someone dragged me against my will.

He was hurting me. He didn't care at all that I was hurting. I let out a whimper and I think he heard it cause he loosened his grip and stopped. "Next time don't make me drag you!" he hissed through gritted teeth.

"O-okay... Sorry.." I apolegized still shaking. I didn't dare to look him in the eye. He let go of my arms and started walking but turned around to look at me. I knew he was waiting for me so I decided I should just go with him. Not the first time this happened to me. I started walking beside him praying. What I always do when I get scared.

We walked in silence for about 15 minutes. We got to my house and I was suprised that he took me to my own house. Guess he is just going to beat me in my own house... I was still looking down. "Go inside and lock the doors." he said and I was taken back a bit. I thought he was going to beat me. I didn't say anything, I just ran to the door and struggled with the key to open the door. I felt his gaze burning through me. I finaly got the door opened and I got inside and locked it imedietly.

I slid down against the door and cried silently. Just tears... I didn't dare to make one whimper. I let the tears stream down my face.

I wiped the tears from the back of my hand and went upstairs. I made my way to my room and opened the door. I switched the lights on.

OMG!! He was in my room sitting on my bed. I couldn't even scream. My eyes widened and my mouth slightly parted. He looked up at me and smiled.

I was frozen in my spot. How did he even get in? Then I saw the window opened. Damn. I forgot to close my window... He got up and made his way to me. I closed my eyes and looked down. I felt him come closer and closer till I felt him breath in my face. My breath hitched in my throat.

"Open your eyes." he ordered but I didn't even move a muscle. "Open your eyes." I got too scared so I just let my eye lids open. He was centemeters away from him. I gasped and stepped back and my back hit the wall behind me. He had a serious look on his face. He once again took another step closer to me. He gently took my hand in his and looked at my wrist. "Why do you do this?" He asked looking deeply in my eyes and I knew exactly what he was refering to. Since he even saw me do it. But I was lost at words. What was I suppose to say? I have never answered that question. Only two people have asked that question. My brother and Melissa. And now him. I looked down not knowing what to do." Did anyone bully you?" I stayed silent. "Did someone hurt you?" I gasped. I shot my head up to look at him and I think he got the answer.

"Don't do this again. I won't hurt you and I won't let anyone hurt you." I was taken back a bit. No one has ever cared for me. My brother and Melissa were the only people who did. Why does he even care? I'm just a looser. I didn't say anything but just stare at him wide eyed. He placed his lips on my wrist and kissed the scars. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I never expected anyone to ever care about me. He gently let go my hand and wiped the tear that slipped from my eye. He then kissed my forehead and made his way to my door and stopped. "Lock the door and your window after I leave." was all he said before I heared him go down stairs and shut the door. Just after I heard him leave I sprinted toward the window and locked it and ran down stairs to lock my door. I was scared to death.

I went upstairs to my room and layed down on my bed thinking about what he said. 'I won't let anyone hurt you' those words made me confused. Did he realy mean it? Who even is he? He told me he wouldn't hurt me but can I trust him?

I don't want to get hurt again... I want to get better...

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