Hitting Rock Bottom

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FRANKS POV

I was almost asleep when I heard sobbing coming from Gerard's bunk. I slowly got out of the bottom bunk and went to Gerard's. I climbed up to Gerard's bunk carefully trying to hit Bob in the face. "Gee, you okay?" I asked worriedly to him. "Ye-yeah." He said with a shaky voice. "Can I come in?" I asked. "I do-don't know." I could tell he didn't want me to come in, but I did anyway. "Hey, what's wrong?" I said cuddling him from behind. "I don't want to live." Hearing those words coming out of his mouth made tears come to my eyes. "I'm useless to this world, I feel like I don't belong anywhere." He said, a crack in his voice has he cries. Gerard turns around to face me; his eyes were slightly swollen and tears still pouring out of his eyes. "Frank?" He asked "Yeah, Gee?" I said wondering what he's going to ask me. "Do you love me?" He asked the most stupidest question I have ever heard coming out of his mouth. Of course I love him, I love him with all my life. "Of course Gee, I will always love you." I said truthfully. " what do you love about me?" He asked putting his head back on my chest. "Well.." I said think of a million things I love about my beautiful emo snowflake " I love that your always nice to everyone even if their not nice to you, and I love when you draw your tattoos on because your to afraid of needles to get a real one." I said a smile on my face but tears in my eyes. "I could go on forever but the thing I love the most about you, is that you love me the same amount I love you." I said honestly. "You really love me that much?" He asked looking up at me. "Yes, I will love you until my last breath." I said looking down at him and kissing the tip of his nose. "I love you, Gee." I said kissing his lips. "I love you too." He said blush forming on his cheeks. "Goodnight Gee." I said looking at him and kissing his forehead. "Goodnight." He said and closed still slightly swollen eyes. I kissed his lips one more time and closed my eyes.
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So hi I wanted to just make this short Ferard one-shot I know it's probably not good but I think it is sooo yeah. I hope you liked it 😊😊

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