A Dream that will never come true

chapter 5 ... what i done

Everything was perfect .. And i never thought that such a happiness like that could ever exist .. Everyday i was falling in love with him more and more .. He is everything i could dream about ...every day with him like a Paradise on the earth ..he was always talking to me till late in night .. We always laugh .. He was telling me when i will be with him and when he will see me ... And he was most of the time sending to me sexting and texting that he wants me .. Even i saw it little bit weird but i thought it was okay and considered it that he loves me in his way ...

After a month We were always met after college and stayed together in his place and watch some movies or play games ... And just cuddling together and kissing .. Sometimes i feel that he want to go to the next step but i was not ready .. So when that happened i just pulled away and trying to do anything else to not making things weird ...

I don't know if he notice that or not .. As he always try to to it again ... I don't even know what to do .. Do it for him or wait till i be ready..

But i tried to get that out of my mind and just live the moments with him ... And never care about it ...

Until something happened i wasn't sure if what i felt is true or not ...

I was talking with some of my colleagues and i was laughing with them .. They was some boys in my class that i never talked to them before .. But they was nice to talk too ..

Then i saw him ..so i waved for him .. But he look at me angry and just left without any other glance .. I even tried to call him but he didn't stop .. I thought he may be jealous .. But i tried also to call him on phone but he didn't reply .. I tried to text but he didn't answer also .. I don't know what i did wrong to treat me like that...

After 2 days i finally saw him in the college ... So i run toward him and stop in front of him

''Why you didn't reply on my calls or texts ''

'' i was busy '' he said with cold tone

'' really .. You don't have even a minute '' I said shocked

'' what do you want .. I think you have other guys than me to have fun with ''

'' WHAT !? "

'' WHAT !! ,do you get bored from them so you come to me now or they get bored from you''

'' how do you thought about me like that .. There are just my colleagues .. ''

'' so you know what i was talking about .. So why you was acting like dumb '' he said that yelling

'' you are jealous so you talk like that '' i said feeling tears falling on my face

'' no .. I'm not .. But i think you have to learn from the beginning how to talk to your normal colleagues and not talk like a slut '' he said that shouting angry

What slut me .. How he saw me like that..

'' okay i'm sorry '' i said whisper when i saw that alot of people watching us

I don't even know what the wrong thing i did to deserve all that shouting and yelling..

He didn't stop he shouting more

'' you what just sorry ''

'' please i'm sorry i will never do that again .. Please '' i pleaded for him to forgive me and more important to stop him from shouting at me

Finally after a lot of begging he stopped .. After i think that everyone thought that i was cheating on him not just small innocent laugh with some of my colleagues

I don't know why he did that ... Is he jealous and he don't want to admit it or he is obsessive ... No he can't be .. He is just jealous... And may be more possessive..

We then went to the caffe then i ordered for him his favorite orange fresh drink and his favorite meal

And i told him it's treat to forgive me then finally he said after i felt forever ..

'' Elena i love you for that i don't like to share ''

'' you don't need to worry about that ... I'm only for you.. Always ''

'' you are mine '' i don't know if he say it like a question or an evidence

'' i'm yours '' i said smelling

'' say it again ''

'' i'm all yours Matt ''

I never thought that those words will change my life in a way i never thought it will and go through it...