A Dream that will never come true

chapter 4 .. the opening day

Today was the opening day that that i will meet Matt .. I never saw him all these past days .. Did he want to see me too or he forgot about me ...

I went with my friends , there were a lot of our colleagues in booths some of them announcing about their clubs and the others were displaying something they made or selling plants , flowers or painting, alot of things were there

But i wasn't caring about all of that i was only looking for him , i was about to lose hope and think that he will not come until i found him , he was looking around him like he was searching for someone too .. Does he search for me !?

Then our eyes met and his beautiful smile appears on his face then he come to me he , when i looked around me i didn't found my friends , may be they left when i was searching for him , i was for sure not interesting about the event .. And i must have lost them ..

'' hi Elena '' Matt said with genuine

'' hi Matt '' i said with shy smile

'' are you here alone !? ''

" nope , but i think that i lost my friends ''

'' may be this will be my luck to take you in a tour , if you like ''

'' okay , i don't know where to go anyway ''

We walk together looking at every booth until he stand at the Flowers booth and he bought a red rose and gave it to me .. It was the fisrt time that someone gave me a flower

'' i think this beautiful flowers will be more beautiful if it is with the beautiful girl ''

He said that i'm beautiful .. I think my face like tomatoes now ...

'' t ...thank you '' i stuttering

We spent the day walking around and talking , by that we know little about ourselves and we exchange the phone numbers .. Then i found my friends so went to them after i say goodbye to him

When i went home i found a text from him

' today was the most wonderful day i ever have all my life '

So i send i reply

' it was for me too , thanks '

He then reply

' anytime beautiful , goodnight '

I send

' goodnight '

I couldn't sleep this day because i was thinking about him , it was a beautiful day and i was so happy , i wish to spend a day like that again with him ...

Days passes and we talk and text on phone and sometimes we met in the college but it was hard because he is senior and i am junior .. So he decided to drive me home so we could spend some more times together ..

Every day we become closer to each other and know each other more until he asked me to go to the park with him .. I said yes .. So when i went there .. I found a lot of flowers on the ground and i found him holding my hand then he asked me

'' would you be my girlfriend , Elena ''

'' y..yes yes '' i said with huge smile

Then he hugged me and spinned me around then he kissed me .. It was my first kiss i don't know what to do so he pull away before kissing him back

'' i really like you Elena ''

'' i like you too '' i said with shy smile

Then he kissed my again and this time a kissed him back and it was like heaven i will never forget this first kiss ever..

Sometimes i get text from him to open my door then i found that he left for me a present or flowers and a letter with it say that he missed me or a poetry .. No one ever did that to me .. No one ever show me what he show me ..that no one will care about me like him ... And i found myself fall for him ... So fast so hard so deep ..

There was the day that he got sick and it was the day before my birthday .. I was sad that i will never saw him in my birthday ...my first birthday together... But what i could do ..

I couldn't go to see him either because my family didn't know that i have boyfriend .. They will not accept him for the age gap and because i still studying and i have to concentrat only on my study so i did't tell them , even the presents when they saw them i lied and said i don't know who send them and i think they believed me because there are no signature in them .. So they think that i have a secret admire ... They only care about my grade so if my grade is good they will never care about anything around .... But the first days when they found they was so productive ... They even drove me to the college and took me home so they be sure that i'm not hiding anything from them until they couldn't found anything strange so then they let me to go by myself again ..

I was a wake from my thoughts by stone kicked on my window ... Who is that ...

I open my window and i found him ... Matt .. Oh sick Matt .. His nose was red and he was having a bad flu ... Then i found my phone ringing

'' hey '' Matt said happily

'' hey , what are you doing here you are sick ''

'' i can't let you celebrate your first birthday together without seeing you .... Happy birthday my beautiful Elena ''

'' thank you , you don't know how happy i'm now '' then i found that my eyes getting blurring

'' you don't know how happy you make me everyday '' .... Then he pause then continue..

'' Elena ..''

'' yeah ''

'' i love you ... I am deeply in love with you Elena ''

OMG ... He said he loves me .. He said he loves me in my birthday ...

'' this is the best present i will ever have for my birthday .... I love you Matt ''

'' open you door i left your present there ''

'' okay wait ''

I went to the door and i found a box i took it but went to the backyard instead in getting inside

'' hey ''

I found matt look at me with beautiful smile

'' hey , they may saw you .. You have to get inside ''

'' I don't care ''

Then i run to him and hugged him

'' i missed you so much '' i said and still hugging him

'' i missed you too my love ''

Then i stand on my toe tips and kissed him .. He was shocked at the first then he say

'' you will get sick from me ''

'' i don't care .. Just kiss me ''

And then he didn't think twice , he kissed me with all the love he have to me it was the most passionate kiss i ever have .. Like there is no tomorrow ..

Untill we pulled away to take our breath

'' i love you Elena ''

'' i love you too matt ''

'' do you will not find what i bring to you !? ''

So i start to open the box it was a beautiful necklace with a heart pendant .. It was beautiful .. Then he helped me to put it on..

'' it is more beautiful now because you wear it '' then he kissed me

Then by that i went inside ... I was so happy and it was my best birthday ever ... With my boyfriend that i truly love ... I will never dream by any thing more ...

I slept this day holding the heart in my hand and dreaming by Matt ... my love ... My first love ... Wishing this love will last forever ....