When I got home i took all off my makeup that my tears didn't already remove. I changed into Nike sweatpants and a gymnastics t shirt that I had from my old school, my junior year of high school.
I put on Netflix and clicked on a random movie from my recents. 'Flowers In The Attic' popped up.
I paused it when I heard a knock at the door. I bolted upward and looked through the peep hole. It was matt.
I ran upstairs into my bathroom.
(Sorry but if you don't like self harm in books, I suggest you skip the next paragraph or 2.. -Lex)
I went into my bathroom and grabbed my scissors. I roughly took my pants off and sliced my thigh skin.
This one for matt
This one for my body, my insecurities
This one for my aunt
This one for breaking a promise
This one for having a boyfriend who I didn't deserve
And this last one, because at this very moment, I want to die.
Tears were flowing down my face as I loudly sobbed into my hands. I let the blood run down my legs. I heard my balcony door slide open and I shut and locked the bathroom door, scared for my life.
"Diem, it's me, sammy."
"Hold on p-please" I said, trying to make it sound like I wasn't crying.
I flushed the toilet to make it seem like I went to the bathroom, and rinsed off my cuts. After that, I bandaged them and unlocked the door and opened it.
He embraced me in a tight hug once he saw my bandages. I started crying again; I was at a loss of words and so was he.
"Diem, why?" He asked,
"Because of matt. I thought I loved him - In fact, I think I still do. But what he did was unforgivable-" he cut me off by smashing his soft lips on mine, of course I kissed back. What a tease I am..
His tounge swiped across my bottom lip begging for enterance, and being meself, diem oakley, I denied and pulled away smirking. Before he could say anything, I pressed my finger to his lips and ran downstairs.
Hey guys!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter as well as the other 13 or something...please be sure to vote and comment what you think! Thanks!
-LeX
