Love in La Push

Right and Wrong

Hello,

I am so sorry for not updating in over a week. My friend and I (who writes the story) were in germany on an exchange student program. When we got home I had to write a whole new chapter and it took some time. Sorry about that.

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Without further ado, here is chapter 4!

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Jacobs P.O.V

“Hahahaha, that was a great movie!” Edward laughed putting his arm around my shoulders. I couldn’t help but smile as we got into my car and started driving home. It was a late friday night and Edward and I had had a great time hanging out.

We were driving through the dark forest, when I started feeling weird. I stopped the car and got out on the empty road clutching my stomach. I heard Edwards faint voice asking if I was okay. All I could think about was the heat boiling in my stomach and the pounding in my head. I felt Edwards hand on my shoulder and I flinched back trying to get away from him.

“Stay.....Away.” I managed to get out through the haze of my mind. I had to get away from Edward before I phased into a wolf. I backed away, trying to get into the woods but Edward followed me, and I couldn’t get far with pain I was in now.

“Jake, please talk to me! What’s going on?!” Edwards voice was pained and I winced when i realised that I was the cause of it. My mind was getting blurry and I felt the familiar sensation of needles prickling my skin. “Nghhh!” I groaned out, feeling my skeleton changing as I phased. The last thing I saw was Edwards terrified face before I was overrun by rage.

I was on my knees, hands shaking when I held Edwards limp body. I was covered in blood. His blood. Edwards breathing was shallow as he tried staying awake, with the wounds he was suffering from. Wounds  I inflicted. Tears dripped down from my eyes and landed on his cheeks. A deep gash was on his temple and claw marks were all over his body. Blood sipped from the corners of his mouth as his hair lay damp against his head. He was trembling trying to breath, eyes wide and scared.

I held him against me as I sobbed rocking him back and forth. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry Edward. Please forgive me, I didn’t mean to!” I felt something slide over my back and I looked up meeting Edwards brown eyes. He was staring at me calmly and gave me a weak smile.

“It’s...okay......Jacob. ..I’m not.....mad...at..you. I for...give you.”  I watched as his eyes slowly drifted close. “No...No Edward!!! Please, don’t leave me!!!!” I cried, shaking him, trying to get him to stay awake. But it was too late. He’s gone, and it’s my fault. My scream echoed in the night.

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I woke up screaming with tears running down my cheeks. I was drenched in sweat and the bedsheets were clinging to my body. I heard a thump and running before Bells slammed open my door. She took one look at my terrified face and suddenly I was enveloped in a warm hug, as Bells rocked me back and forth comforting me as I calmed down. After awhile she pulled back and looked me deep in the eyes.

“Jacob,” she said, with a serious voice she hardly ever use around me, “Tell me what’s wrong. If you just tell me, we can talk things through. Maybe I can help you Jake.”

I nodded slowly sitting up straighter in my bed. Bella sat more comfortably and nodded for me to talk.

“A few weeks ago, before our change I became friends with this guy in school. He and I hit it off great and we became close friends. But then I changed. After Sam told me about what happened with Emily, I just couldn’t keep exposing him to danger. Sam hurt Emily, the person he cares about most. What if I hurt him?! What if I can’t control myself and ki....ki....!” I swallowed loudly and whispered at last; “kill him.”