hammy's note...puro halos kwento po ito... wala attang masyadong conversation... gomenasai minna-san.. i think this is necessary kasi...
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---JHIE'S POV---
pumasok na ako sa bahay, i don't want to talk pa sana kay Xy, but i know that i have to.. andami talagang question mark sa isip ko....
bumeso beso muna ako kay tito at tita kasi nadatnan ko sila sa sala, saka na ako dumeretsyo sa taas, sa kwarto ni Xy....
"Xy..." . mahinahon kong bungad ko sakanya... nagbabasa lang sya ng libro...
( == ____ == ) poker face lang ako... walang emosyon...
isinara nya lang yung book...saka sya tumingin ng deretsyo sa akin... parehas kaming poker face...
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"lets talk..." sabi ko, just to break the silence
"Jhie, break up with him... he's no good for you...i kno---..." yan agad ang lumabas sa bibig nya...
what? why is she talking like that? She's Judging my boyfriend as if she knows him... ay putik, napapaenglish ako pati sa thoughts ko...di ko na sya pinatapos sa sasabihin nya...
"He's no good? why is that? Please naman Xy... huwag mo namang ijudge yung tao ng ganyan.. . you dont even know him.. "
"how about you Jhie? do you really know him?" she coldly said that straight to my face!
"Ofcourse!! He's been my boyfriend for 6 months for pete's sake Xyrelle!!, samantalang nagkita lang kayo kanina, for how long? 6 seconds and you're acting like you know him more than i do...i dont get you Xy, i really don't... bat ka ba nagkakaganyan?!!"
napataas na ang boses ko... para kasing nainsulto ako dun sa tanong nya kung kilala ko ba ang boyfriend ko... ( > ____ < )
"Jhie, you're my bestfriend... i just want to protect you fro---..."
and there, she said it... totoo nga yung sinabi ni Jayrel about their conversation earlier sa mall...
"PROTECT ME?? from what, or rather, from whom Xy?? Are you sure you're just protecting me? kasi sa nakikita ko, parang nagiging possessive ka na eh... Xy, stop being selfish!! hindi naman ako mawawala sayo..."
"Selfish?? Ako pa ba ang selfish Jhie! 6 months?? kasama mo sya ng 6 months?? why can't you see that he's no goo----..."
i looked down and focused my eyes on the floor... *SIGH..."this is pointless" mahinahon kong pagpuputol sa sasabihin nya... i cant stand this conversation anymore..."you may have her face and her name, but you are not the XYRELLE CASTRO that i once knew..." tears fell from my eyes and with that, i rushed into my room...
binaon ko na ang sarili ko sa kama....
iyakin talaga ako... mahina...kaya nga lagi akong binubully nung highschool ko... si Xyrelle ang laging nagtatanggol saakin... sya ang unang una kong naging kaibigan noon.
sa Canada kasi ako pinanganak, but right after i graduated gradeschool, lumipat kami dito sa pinas, because of business matters daw...pure blood pilipino at pilipina ang parents ko... dahil lang din sa business kaya kami nasa Canada....Pag-lipat namin ng Pinas, dito ko nadin pinagpatuloy ang studies ko, alangan naman sa Canada pa rin diba? totyal naman matyado.. tss...
