Love Struck

Chapter Five

This emotion, even tho I have experienced it more than once, Iam still unable to control it. I stand there alone in the rain screaming. Why?! Why would she say that, why would she want that?! Does she think a mere animal can treat me the way? Does that thing really belive that it can keep me away from him?! No one will stop me, no one will get in my way! The start of our new school year has started up, the boy and I are now both second years. I was so excited to be in the same class as him, and his sister being no where near us to stop me from getting closer to the boy, or so I thought. When the boy arrived so did his sister... In our uniform. It turned out however that the sister and the boy where both the same age infact they where twins, but the sister was held back a year because of medical reasons. None of that mattered however. This detriment was here at m school, someone who's going to get in my way. I won't let anyone stop me from getting what I want regardless of who I have to put down.

Class where of course boring and easy. Everything this blathering teacher says is just common knowledge anyone would know. I wonder sometimes weither or not I should disable her from teaching. I mean after all she just sat there while all thoese animals hurt him and I. On the other hand, she dosnt want to get in my way, so I guess she's allowed to stick around for a bit more.

Lunch time at last. I'm so excited, I told the boy not to bring a lunch today because I had a surprise for him. I spent all morning trying to prepare this for the boy. I have had plenty of experience cookin since my parents are to lazy to get out of bed. Sadly tho Iam very clumsy when it comes to handling a knife, so my hands are a bit cut up. But that's okay, only a little bit of my blood ended up in the food so it will feel like a part of me is in him. I walked towards the boy and was about to hand the boy the lunch I had worked so hard on, when the boys sister came running through the door holding two lunch boxes. I merely stood there watching and listening to the girl scolding the boy. Then it happend. Strange, this emotion, it hurts, it really really hurts.... So this is jealousy. This animal is taking the boys attention from me... How dare that animal take what is mine! The girl started to hand her lunch to the boy, as if telling the boy to eat hers and not mine, but I reacted. I pushed in front of her and shoved my hand made lunch to him trying to smile, but I look had a feeling it looked more like a murderous face.... Not that I'd know anything about that... The boy took my lunch quickly with a large smile and opened it up, his smile not only surprised me but his sister as well. His smile got brighter as he grabbed some of egg with his fork and took a long slow bite. And then another bite, after another. My eyes widened as the boy complimented me on the lunch. Who would have thought I'd have a nack for cooking, I'm so glad. I couldn't get this goofy smile off my face.

After the boy was done eating he told me thank you again, and again my face lit up like a flame. My face was so red I couldn't even speak. The boy, who was staring at me thought I was running a fever and touched my forhead causing me to faint from over excitement.

I later awoke in the nurses office, my head hurt and my eye had a bandage over it. When I started to look around I noticed someone was sitting next to me. It wasn't the nurse nor the boy, but the boys sister. She was looking at me. I looked back at her and gazed into her eyes. What I saw made me sit up straighter and then she started to talk to me. I soon understood why this girl hated me and why she said that to me that night. Her words to me where "I will never let you have my brother, your a sick women and need help."

Day 5. 1-6-14

"Mayu... What did you just call me?"

"Onee-chan, why is there a problem my older sister Onee-chan?"

Tei stood there speachless.

"You really don't remember anything before the accident do you Onee-chan?"

"...what on earth are you talking about?.... Your not my sister... My sister died in a fire, and that's when I lost my memory.

"Yeah I know. A piece of wood fell down and hit your head saving me."

Tei was dumbstrick, if it was true she wanted to know more. Who she was, why did it happen and why was there a accident that took her memory.