Boxer Girl

12. broken.

He feeling was foreign to me. I was never kissed before, and for the first time, I feel lips attached to my own. He tasted of sweet lemon and toothpaster. But I couldn't focus on that, because of the hustle and bustle in my stomach as he touched me.

I got lost in the feeling of his lips that I didn't notice when he turned me around and we were chest to chest. He deepened the kiss as he tilted my head by putting one of his hands tangled with my hair on the back of my head, and the other pushed me flushed closer to him.

I could do nothing but kiss back as I tangled my right hand in Johnathan's hair, and the other behind his neck clinging to him closer. I could feel the love and care from the way he held my best to his, let alone the love that deepened as he held me in his embrace as if both our loves depend on it.

But here comes the problem all lovers have to face when they kiss, I was chocking, so I had to part our lips, even of that didn't feel right. I took a deep breath as I rested my forehead to his chest and he hugged me to him even tighter I thought I might start chocking any second.

A smile, no, a grin, was pastered on my lips as I closed my eyes and my breath evened. That kiss didn't only take away my breath, but also had made me fall even more for Johnathan, that now, I think I might love him.

"God, I've been dying to do that for ages." He said as he let out a slightly shaky breath, making me crack a smile. 

"Nobody told you not to." I said snuggling to his broad chest and put my arms to rest between. He chuckled and said, "glad I did after all." And I could feel the smile in his voice. 

All of a sudden, I heard Johnathan gasp slightly, then say, "damn, you missed it." Making me look at him confused.

"Missed what?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows. He was looking at the sky.

He looked at me then back to the sky, "a shooting star just passed." 

I looked back at the sky, and another one passed. I wish Johnathan stays forever with me. I wished in my head as I saw it. I know I was being selfish, but I couldn't wish for a life without him now that he's in it.

"What did you wish for?" I heard Johnathan ask as he held my back to his chest.

"I can't tell you." I said looking at the now blueish sky. "If I did it won't come true." Chuckling at the end.

"As you wish, my love." He said as he kissed under my ear, making my smile wider. We kept looking at the sky as it darkened only holding onto each other while Johnathan was snuggling his nose between my ear and neck.

All of a sudden, Johnathan stood abruptly, making me look at him with a mixture of confusion and anxiety, "What's wrong?" I asked.

"The food must be cold by now." He said with a guilty feeling. I cracked a smile at his feature, and said, "it's fine, you can cook me breakast in the morning?" I said smiling innocently.

"Why?" He asked with a grin, "are you emplying something that would make me stay the night?" He said wiggling his eyebrows.

I laughed and hit his chest lighty and stepped away from him and started walking out in the beach and running from him. He followed me laughing and screamed, "I was joking. Get back here."

I looked back, and saw that he wasn't that far behind. Wrong move. As soon as I looked back, I tripped to the sand, well, almost. My long hair reached the sand, but Johnathan held most of my body from the impact. 

"Wow, you're fast." I said in a whisper as I looked deep in Johnathan's eyes. 

Seconds later, I noticed he didn't have an attempt to pull me up, instead, he landed my body safely and softly on the sand, as he laid next to me and held my hand and looked at the sky.