It has been three days, I did my test yesterday and graduation will be happening tomorrow... Super nervous. I honestly don't know what I am going to wear which is super weird cuz a gown will cover my outfit anyway! Also, right after the ceremony we plan to go straight to the airport. Acknowledging this I grab a simple blouse and a nice skirt that I will change out of in the airport. I go to my balcony again and stand there, breathing in the smells of restaurants and the earthy smell of trees and plants. Despite it being a well populated town the air smells really fresh. I'm really going to miss my balcony and my view of the town. Every night without fail I would always come out on the balcony and stare out for hours on end.
"I need to desperately sleep."
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"You are the class that will lead the future. Hopefully those that go on to college will go on to be the leaders of the world and do great things."
my principle is going on and on and on about future stuff and accomplishing great things, blah blah blah... We get this speech from our parents all the time JUST END IT ALREADY!!
"Now if all of you will stand up, move you tassel and throw your caps in the air for a group picture." He announces.
the sounds of howls, laughter and giddy screams could be heard a mile away. Everyone tossed up their caps and i saw the flash of the camera go off.
A few hours later in in my room packing up my clothes and some of my favorite possessions like an old fleece blanket I got when my mom and I were running from my birth father (don't ask why I love that blanket, an old lady gave it to me one winter when the police came to escort us to the next "safe house") I also packed up some old trinkets and my stuffed animals. After I was through I went down to the living room. Before we left for the airport we decided to have one last dinner as a family. The thought saddened me but at the same time I was really excited and ready to go. I swear though, if I see ANYONE crying I'm going to break!!
The restaurant we went to was one that we never thought of going to before, it was a Korean restaurant which I did not know there was such thing as that here in my small town. They had all sorts of meats here so we all got a meat plate with various types of meat and sides of rice and vegetables. The food was pretty good and spicy. I hope in England I can find a Korean restaurant and be able to eat there whenever I miss my family. When everyone was done we had a few hours until my departure so we talked about memories and what we will miss.
"I'm going to miss her complaining about doing dishes" said my mom
"I'm not going to miss her bothering me" said my sister
"I'm going to miss having her always cooking something and making us all fat..." Said my dad
" if you guys don't stop I'm not going to leave!!!" I said with a pout and tears in my eyes.
"No, No, No, you have to go," said my sister
" Look, i get it that you want me gone but i don't need you consistently telling me to be gone. Remember, i'm the one that always made your birthday cakes, in fact all the sweets, so if you ever want to eat something good EVER AGAIN, i recommend you being nice." I say, interrupting her.
"But that's just it, this is what you like doing, baking, cooking, if you leave you can continue with your passion and make tons of people happy! I'm going to miss you too but i want you to go happily and i know once you start finding your tune you'll be in heaven.'' she blurts out
she gets up and hugs me. I'm taken aback for a moment, this is the nicest thing she has done for me in like forever...
"thanks sis..."
" It's time to go now." dad said.
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They dropped me off and i gave them all a hug. I walked up to the flight deck and handed the girl my passport and ticket. i got into my sit next to the window. A few minutes later i felt the plane take off and lift into the air. i looked out and saw the morning sun first rays hitting the land below. As the plane got more air i saw my town and the view i would usually see through my balcony is now being viewed from above. I felt my heart beat faster and my stomach flinch.
"Damn... you better be right about this Sena..."
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A/N
Hey guys!! so i finally got this chapter finished! Yay!!
i really wanted it to be about the feelings, what JoJo was feeling while leaving. I HOPE I DIDN'T MAKE IT TOO BORING!!
oh, NAME CHANGE!!!!
soooo.... Sarah is actually Sena, i didn't notice that my phone was doing auto correct on her name until my friend pointed it out.
If you guys want another BTS fanfic to read check out Teaching Bangtan Soyeondumb by SenSaeee and I Need U by yourlilbunny. They are both addictive and pretty damn good!
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