Unfaithful (Calum Hood Love story)

I didn't get to say goodbye.

    The next morning, I was awaken with a phone call. Hoping it to be Cal, I answered quickly.
"Hello?" I asked, hearing loud sobs on the other end. I recognized it to be my mothers sobs. "Mom, what's wrong?" In between wheezing and sobbing I heard father and heart attack. That was enough for me to start bawling. I couldn't handle losing my dad. I never even said goodbye. After I calmed myself a little and my mom did to, she told me they are bringing him over here for the funeral. I was so close to crying again. I hung up as quickly as possible to avoid making my mother cry again. Calum was my go-to therapist and I was his. Putting on a sweater, I walked over to his house, hiding my face from the children. I didn't bother to knock because...it was Cal. Walking up the steps I felt a little better. Hopefully he was up.
    Bursting through the door I quivered, "Cal?". I shouldn't have gone to him. There he was, sitting naked on his bed with Stacy. They only had a thin sheet over them and were kissing pretty passionately. Calum was completely startled by me, while she smirked. I felt the tears welling up. I was a geyser about to explode. Better grab your rain coats.
"Ka-" he spoke softly.
"I shouldn't have come here." I say, tears threatening to pour out of me. I held them back. I pondered whether I should punch them or leave. I chose the leave option, I wanted to be the bigger person. Walking out of the room with my head down, I heard Calum struggling to get up. He ran out in his boxers.
"Katie, Wait!" He grabbed my shoulders. I was beyond pissed. I was angry at myself for not being able to tell my father I loved him, mad at Calum for sleeping with that stupid bitch, mad at Stacy for being a stupid bitch. I turned to him and shoved him.
"Don't touch me!" I screamed, the tears seeping from my eyes. "Please, just don't." I said soft. Calum was crushed. He was about to cry.
"I-I-I'm sorry, please just don't leave me. I love you so much Katie." Friend love isn't enough Cal. I wish he actually meant that. Turning on my heals, I walked away from him.
It hurt me to see cal hurt. He just was trying to help me and I turned into a bitch. How stupid am I?
    All afternoon I thought about my father while sitting at the counter. Then the door creeped open, and Cal peaked his head in.
"Katie, I didn't mean to hurt you...just tell me what's wrong. Please." He said softly, while walking over and wrapping his arms around me.
"My fathers, he, he's dead. Gone. Then I go to you for help, and you're there naked, with the stupid bitch who torments me everyday." I said, lip quivering. He spun me around, looking deep into my eyes. For a moment I saw him lean in a little. Then his hot breath tickled over my lips. Feeling my eyes get heavy and closing, I wanted to lean in so bad. But instead I turned my head, looking at the fridge. He paused and leaned back. I could tell that he wanted me to kiss him, but how could I without thinking about what happened earlier?
"Want to go somewhere with me?" He asked, obviously trying to get my mind off of everything else. All I could do was nod. He put his arm around me and walked me out to his car. We were driving for 30 minutes in silence until Calum finally spoke up.
"It was only a one time thing Katie...I realized that she's a real bitch." He explained while driving, then turned onto a dirt road, he was taking me to my favorite spot. It was great because it was by the ocean, and you could sit there and listen to the waves crash against the sand. It was also where Cal and I first sat and talked for hours after we left a party and walked there. We were there until dawn that day.
"Katie, you coming?" He asked while opening up the door for me and reaching his hand out, wanting me to grab it. I gladly took it from him. We started walking up a perfectly lit path. In one hand Calum had a blanket, in the other, my small hand. He smiled at me, his eyes crinkling at the edges. He made me forget everything with that smile.
We finally arrived at the rock and Calum placed the blanket down and pulled me down on his lap. Sitting criss cross on his lap, I just sat there. The waves crashing sound pounded through my ears, soothing my pain.
"Katie, can you look at me a little, I feel like you're gonna go catatonic." He laughed. I couldn't help but smile and look at him, then down. His finger snaked down under my chin, then lifted my face to his. This moment was perfect, the sun was setting, he was leaning in, I love him so much. His lips pressed mine softly and sparks flew, my heart was about to explode. I kissed him back slowly, this moment was so passionate. When we pulled back, he gave me a cute half smile. I didn't know what to do, or say.
"Uh, thanks Cal." He laughed at my statement. I couldn't believe my best friend was my first kiss. He leaned in again, but this time he kissed my cheek, then my jaw, then my neck. What is he doing?!
"Cal, w-what are you doing?!" I was scared but I wanted this oddly.
"Relax Katie." He whispered in my ear then went back to kissing my neck. I moaned, then bit my lip. He smiled against my neck and started sucking on it, I was making noises uncontrollably now. Before I knew it, we were shirtless and Calum was working on his pants. Once we were naked, Calum took me. He was my first kiss and now my first intimate partner. I wish that Calums naked body gliding against mine was fun, but instead it was uncomfortable. It didn't feel pleasurable at all. I made moaning sounds for Calum, just so he'd be happy. In the end yeah it felt good, but for half the time it didn't. Calum and I after we were finished, put our cloths on and I went home and so did he. That night we stared at each other through our windows and fell asleep. I couldn't have been more exhausted from that day.