My new maid||h.s.(english)

seven

Sams POV

"But did he know it was that Sophie that hurt you all those years?" Bethany asked me.

"Yes, and he decided to just be with her behind my back. Another thing happened though .." I rubbed my arms, feeling ashamed of what I did.

"Sam, we're best friends, you know you can tell me everything. I won't judge you." she put her hand on mine and started doing small circles with her thumb. We were sat at our usual table in the school cafeteria, we wouldn't have been alone for much longer since Nate, Emily and Chris usually sat with us so I had to be quick.

"Well after Zayn told me about Sophie, Harry came in-" I was interrupted by Beth's sudden gasp.

"Harry is so hot girl." she said excited.

"Believe me, I know. But he's also my boss may I remind you." she just rolled her eyes and motioned me to continue. "As I was saying Harry came in and made Zayn leave, I then went to the bathroom and hurt myself.."I lowered my head ashamed. I felt her arms around me and I hugged her back.

"You promised you would stop, you know it's not good for you and I only want the best for you." I knew she was right but I was in too deep in the self hatred to stop.

"I know I did but in that moment I just didn't think, I just did it. Until Harry's voice and punches at the door made me stop. He told me stand up and to open the door, when I did I got up and then all went black." she made a gasp sound and then I carried on "I woke up with bandages over my scars and with  Harry shaking me up telling me to wake up. He said that after the nap I could go downstairs and have breakfast. After I did he came over to me to ask me if I was doing okay and I made him leave with an excuse." I could see Beth rolling her eyes at me so I rolled mine at her.

"You're an idiot, why would you let him leave?" she asked with a scoff. I shook my head because in reality I didn't know either.

"I don't know why I did that, I thought that since he's my boss I couldn't involve him in my personal life. You know how much I need the job and the money for my family."

"Yeah I guess you're right.. Oh there they are!" Beth waved at our group of friends.

"Hey baby" Nate greeted giving her a passionate kiss on the lips. Chris made a face of disgust.

"Get a room you two" he complained.

"Shut up Chris" behind him Emily appeared and the two sat at our table. Both Chris and Nate were in the football team; Nate and Beth have been together for five months now and Chris and Emily were just so complicated to understand: they had feelings for each other and had random sex but were too deep into the skinny love to say anything.

" Sam where's Zayn? Shouldn't he be here already?"  Emily asked me concerned. I honestly didn't know how to respond to that.

"Well we..uhm..we kinda.."

"Sam broke up with him 'cause he's a cheating bastard and we should not mention him, like ever again." Beth spoke for me and I sent her a grateful smile. She smiled back.

"We're so sorry to hear that. He's a douchebag for hurting you." Emily spoke for the rest of the group that nodded in agreement. I just shrugged, what could I possibly say?

"It's alright, apparently we weren't meant to be." they all gave me apologetical looks but I chose to ignore them and put my head on the table, carefully trying to not let my hair fall on my food.