Alone

Chapter 2 : Moving In

Hey guys,Aleesa here....,yeah,its been a while since I last updated Alone,sorry,been really out for while,got really busy with work and all(nice excuse there),but for now,here I am!!,haha...again,sorry.Btw,starting from today,I'll be,well,each time I post a chapter for this book,Ill be putting some random songs in each chap,..why you may ask,well,..for fun I guess,oh,and all the songs that I picked are really good, *well,not really*just saying..

I should stop here,yeah,and also..on to the story!! ^0^
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"Mom"panicking"Just wait here,okay,I'll go get help"about to stand up,but my wrist was suddenly being pulled,looking down,mom had a smile on her face,she was at ease.How can she be at ease at this type of moment.

A tear went down,and after a few moments,it was streaming,"Mom,what are you doing!?Let me go,I need to go,and get help!,...NOW!,or not you'll b-"Its alright Meko"she cut me off,still having a smile on her face.

"Mom...,what are you saying?"kneeling down beside her,looking at her from top to bottom,and she didnt look the same like before.Her face was pale,paler than before,her energy in her was all drained out,she look weak and tired,but yet to put a smile on herself,the smile that shows that she was okay,that she was fine,but deep down,she was not,she was hurting,she was dying.

Mom just stared at me,with her eyes softened,she held my cheeks,stroking them softly.

"Meko...,oh,my dearest Meko.."she trailed off, "You've grown into a fine woman,I see"she smiled."And it seems like yesterday you were just born"she wiped my tear with her thumb.

And then her expression changed,the one that I knew,the one that reminded me of back then,the one that told me,that it was the only choice and now,she will repeat those words again.It makes me scared and anxious,just by thinking about it.

"Meko.."she started,"Do you remember the time that I told you,that,...if I am not here anymo-""I am not doing it mom"I said quickly,looking away,and tears start building up at my eye.

Keeping the tears in,and took all of my courage in,I look at her straightly.

"I'm not doing it mom"I started,squeezing my hand,"Its not the only choice mom,I-we have a lot of more choices we could do,mom"I said proudly.And after that,I just couldn't keep it in.

"And you promise...""..You promise,that you'll be alright..""..That you'll be with me..."I ended,wiping the tears with the back of my hand.

"I'm sorry Meko,I truly am"she sigh "...but overall...that is the only way Meko...."she puts her hand on mine.

I looked down and then at her face.

"Mom..,I-""Can you promise me something,Meko"she cuts me off,by asking her question.

"Uh..,sure,mom"confused by her sudden question.Whats with this,can't be something important,can it?

She took my hand,held it tightly,as if it was something that I should hear and not run away from it again.

"Promise me...,that you'll go see..your dad " from there it all stop.The grip of her hand on mine has loosen,her whole arm fell to the floor with a thud.Her breathing became slower and slower until it ended,and her eyes was shut at that same time.

I looked at her,frozen,not a word came out from me,for five minutes at least.Too shocked from it,and I myself did'nt know,that tears was already streaming,again.

My heart was beating,fast.It felt different,not like the usually I had before.It felt painful and hot at the same time.The pressure Im having kept increasing,just by sitting beside her.I grab my shirt tightly,keeping me from exploding,but it was just too much for me to hold in.

"MMOOOOMMMMM...!!"I said loudly,crying on her body.

And the room was just filled with continously cries and sobs of a girl.

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Panting,heavily...

Looking to the left and to the right..

The room is different,but yet I recongnized...

I look outside the window;

It was night,that was for sure

For once,I look at myself,

"Still in the same clothes from yesterday,huh" my inner voice told me,

I calmed down first and look around again,and now for sure,I know where I was...

"How long was I out?" holding my hand to my forehead,as I was dizzy for some reason.

As I was about to push the covers off me,the door was push ajar.Leaving a guy in his early 20s,wearing his square glasses,again.Holding in his hands are what I assume were medicine and a glass of water.He had a worried look plastered on his face,heaving out a sigh before walking towards me.

"The same one?"he asked as he sits down beside me,by the bed.

I look at him as I nod slowly,to afraid to tell him the truth.

But all of that change when he holds my left cheek with his hand.