Gina

Chapter 29

Gina:

1 week later..

"Are you serious Gina,come here baby stop crying".Keon said pulling me towards him.

"No Keon she is foreal I don't wanna leave you Keon I love you and now everything is gonna be ruin". I said crying.

"Gina we will always be together forever I got money I can come see you we both got facetime things just wont be the same for us anymore if since imma keep it all the way real".

"I know I know Keon,I just don't wanna leave you". I cried on his shoulder.

Today is the day we were moving I waited to the last minute to tell Keon I know he probably mad but I spent this whole week with him being all lovey dovey I was thinking about having sex with him but I checked myself and save myself until he or someone else marry me but I was really debating I at least wanna leave giving him that but I just want it special and not because I think im inlove with him and just waste it im just confusing myself way to much.

Frank beeped the horn with his Uhaul I looked at Keon and he grabbed my hand and walked me out but La'Monica stopped us.

"Gina,Gina Wait". She yelled.

"Give me a hug girl,I don't want you to go up there sad Me and Keon are always gonna be here i'll text you everyday...I will give you updates about the baby because you're the Auntie..Just stay strong".

"Thanks Monica..Make sure you eat and keep the stress level down.. see you soon".

Keon grabbed my hand again and walked me out the door My mom and nem was all in the truck watching us. I stopped Keon so I can get one last kiss but we ended up making up and tell Frank's hating ass told us to hurry up.

"I love you Gina". Keon said as he wiped my tears away.

"I love you to". I said sighing.

I kissed him one more time and walked to the car and got in.Frank hurried up and backed up I seen Keon wipe a tear away that just made it worst. I waved bye to them they did the same. I was just so hurt inside. I looked at them in rearview until I couldn't see them anymore.

I just felt destroyed and like my so called family don't give No fucks.

2 days later...

I sat on my bed in my empty room with my puppy everyone else is so happy but I just can't be happy im like 1000 miles away from my boyfriend.Last Night I was thinking about just breaking up with Keon it's no use for us to be long distant and I don't want him to cheat on me an I would probably never know because im all the way over here but I really don't know anything im like all over the place.

I guess I can just go with the flow of everything and better myself as a person sometimes you gotta do what's best for you and stop tryna chase someone that's probably not even gonna be with you at the end all I kmow is when I turn 18 im moving back home and that's cool right now i'm just focused on me. Thanks for coming on this journey with me.

-Gina