Rap Paradox

An Understanding

I really think I'm understanding myself

A wise man really understands the hands he's dealt

I'm 18 I don't really know the meaning of wealth

Niggaz think it's benjamins but it's something else

Most niggaz really don't know the meaning of self

If I step out of line Momma getting the belt

I'm under pressure y'all don't understand the pain I felt

I'm a one man army so I'm by myself

Most days I have to analyze the hand I'm dealt

I'm just walking down the road to improve myself, Improve my wealth

The love it seems to fly away like the doves

My daddy wasn't there but I never gave a fuck

I'm reaching out to god to ahieve in many regions

And watch my words spread like a bunch of bad diseases

I started from the bottom now I'm working on my thesis

I'm on a revolution and I mean it