My neighbors the Dixon's

Chapter 10

"Fuck" I mutter the next morning looking at my naked back in the mirror, the bark of the tree cut me up good and it was sore and bloody.I also felt saw everywhere, especially down below but it was worth it! yet just made me hate the man even more, who the fuck does he think he is calling me a whore then fucking me up against a tree? did he do it just to prove his words. Reminder to self, punch Daryl Dixon hard when you see him next! There was still so much I wanted to scream at him, who the fuck does he think he is trying to guilt trip me, telling me about his abusive father, if that was even true, he knows nothing about me but I'd be happy to fill him in about my oh so amazing fucking up bringing.

I don't tell my friends about me and Daryl having sex when I meet them at a cafe for a late lunch the next Friday, I was ashamed I'd let him fuck me, I should have pushed him away but even my willpower let me down, as soon as his lips touched mine I was a gonner, prick!

A small part of me thought least I've now got the real thing to masturbate over, ugh.

I told my friends all about the argument though and was happy to see they were on my side saying it was wrong how he took the dog without telling me,  neighbour or not.

I didn't even go jogging that Saturday, when I entered the kitchen 10 that morning having spent an extra couple hours in bed Ghost was whining and barking at the back door, it was horrible telling him no running today but he wasn't moping long when I get my blanket and spent the day on the sofa watching supernatural with Ghost on my lap.

Though Sunday morning a run sounded great, I needed something to do to take my mind off shit and I didn't have work till 2 so I put some thin leggings on as the weathers cooling down now and a jogging t-shirt and grab my water. Ghost jumps around excitedly when he sees me ready for a run and I smile and chase him to the forest excitedly.

We ran for twenty then I took a break playing fetch with him then Ghost decided he wanted a lie down, I sigh and lie next to him on the dirt ground and blasted some sleeping with Sirens through my ipod, my favourite acoustic song by them "With ears to see and eyes to hear" and I sang along.

"True friends lie underneath, these witty words I don't believe

I can't believe a damn thing they say anymore.

Lie lie liar, liar you pay for your sins

Lie lie liar, liar you pay for your sins

So tell me, how does it feel, how does it feel to be like you?

I think your mouth should be quiet cause it never tells the truth now

So tell me, so tell me why, why does it have to be this way.

Why can't things ever change.

I'm falling over and over again, from all the words that you have said

It's written on my heart for everyone to see

From the place I was to the place I am, to the place I want to be

From the mountain top I'm climbing over and under and over

So come down now, come down from your tower now

Come down now, from your tower oh

Come down, come down from your tower

Come down!

Come down, come down from your tower

As the backing singing and song calms me down I take a deep breathe and think of Daryl.

The song finishes and I hear a branch snap and I notice Ghost was sat up looking in that direction already and I sit up and look over to see Daryl leaning up against a tree, his crossbow on his back and a string of squirrels tied to his belt and his arms crossed against his chest. He looked calm.