What do you do when breathing makes you ache
Another step feels like you're falling in a pit
Any simple action taking all of your energy
Laying in bed at night your whole body numbed with pain
and the need of death
Burning itself into your mind
Making you breathing but not alive
Not even close
Suicide notes littering the floor
Marking your failures
The rope around your neck
You take a step
You're flying
Just like you said when we were little
Playing in your backyard
Talking for hours
But now I sit by your grave
and cry
and cry
and cry
Something I never did
when you were alive.
