Screaming
Yelling
Hitting
Crying
Names
Aimed at me
at her
at them
Blood pounding
Tears flowing
Wanting a father
a real father
Not one by biology
One by heart
No screaming
No more crying
No more pain
But it's not going to happen
So my suicide will come
In minutes
In hours
In days
In years
It will happen sometime
And you will wish you didn't hurt me
Because father it's all your fault
I blame you
Your name carved in my skin
Reminding me of all the pain
And telling you
blaming you
For my pain
For my anger
For my death
