I kissed him back when he kissed me
I moaned when I was supposed to
I cuddled him
I did it again
I met his mother
Because that's what girlfriends do
I held his hand
I answered the questions at school,
About what we did alone,
In my bedroom and his.
I lied,
I didn't tell the truth
Because that's what girlfriends do
I laughed and smiled at his jokes
I sat with him at lunch.
I walked home with him
I Skyped him at night
Because that's what girlfriends do
I didn't make him stop
I didn't tell the truth
I didn't leave his hand barren
I didn't leave him
Because that's what girlfriends don't do
But I did say no
And boyfriends are supposed to stop
