Azul Rivers (TmnT Love Story) [EDITED]

Chapter 2: Silent Scream

Leonardo.

That boy has been in my head all day. I just can't stop thinking about him. His eyes were captivating. When I first saw them, I swear I felt like I was swimming in sapphire oceans.
I could at least text him...
I sighed lightly, grabing my phone from my end table, laying on my stomach on my light blue bed.
Ironic right?
Me: Hey Fearless, it's Carolina. How are you doing? ヾ(≧▽≦*)o
Fearless: Hi Coral! Stessed. (╥﹏╥)
Me: Awwww... Wish I was there. (╥﹏╥)
I mentally facepalmed. Why did I say that...
Fearless: So do I. ≧∇≦
I blinked. He wanted me there?
Me: Want to come over? I can send you my address. (~_^)
I held my breath.
Fearless: Sure thing! I'll be there as soon as I can sneak past the wolves. ʕ•ﻌ•ʔ
Me: lol see u soon.
I giggled at his comment and emoji.
After I sent him my address, I stood up and looked at my outfit. A cut-off navy tank top that reached two inches above my belly button, showing off my skull stomach piercing and loose black sweats.
Not to bad.
Puting on my thick nerd glasses, I decided to listen to my favorite song while I waited. It was Silent Scream by Anna Blue.
I put it on and began to freshen myself up while singing along.

I'm caught up in your expectations.
You try to make me live your dream.
But I'm causing you so much frustration.
And you only want the best for me.
You wanted me to show more interest.
To always keep a big bright smile.
Be that pinky little perfect princess.
But I'm not that type of child.

I finished brushing my black and blue hair, using the brush as a microphone.

And this storm is rising inside of me.
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe.
It hurts deep inside.
Just let me be.
Who I am.
It's what you really need to understand.
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away.
And it's torturing me.
But I can't break free.
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out.
The Silent Scream.

While I was rocking out, I didn't notice the figure standing on my fire escape.

Tell me why you're putting pressure on me.
And everyday you cause me harm.
That's the reason why I feel so lonely.
Even though you hold me in your arms.
Wanna put me in a box of glitter.
But I'm just trying to get right out.
And now you're feeling so so bitter.
Because I let you down.
And this storm is rising inside of me.
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe. It hurts deep inside.
Just let me be.
Who I am.
It's what you really need to understand.
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away.
And it's torturing me.
But I can't break free.
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out.
The Silent Scream.
Can't you see how I cry for help.
Cause you should love me just for being myself.
I'll drown in an ocean.
Of pain and emotion.
If you don't save me right away.
Just let me be.
Who I am.
It's what you really need to understand.
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away.
And it's torturing me.
But I can't break free.
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out.
The Silent Scream.
My Silent Scream.

Someone knocked on my window, making me jump and drop my brush. I rushed over to find Leo smiling and clapping.
"Well done. You have a amazing voice." He said contently.
I covered my mouth with my hand. "Y-you heard that?"
I squeaked.
He laughed, "Can I come in? It's cold."
Oops! "Oh yeah come in."
I let him in, and we walk over and sit on my bed.
"So... What now?" Leo asked, crossing his legs and looked at me with the cutest smile ever.
I tried not to blush, biting my lip. "W-well um, we could watch a movie or something." He shrugged. "OK, where do you you keep them?" I pointed to a box next to the small TV I have. "There. Sorry my TV is so small."
Leo chuckled as he walked over towards the movies. "It's alright. I don't mind." He stood and held up a movie. "This looks interesting. Can we?" It was 'Annabelle', a horror movie. I shuddered, I liked horror movies, yes, but I didn't like watching them at night. "I guess, if you want." He smiled. "Alright I'll put it in for you."
"So," He began, as he put the DVD in. "You live in a orphanage right? How long have you been here?"
"Well," I start, watching as he comes and sits next to me again. "My mother died when I was very young, about three I think, and my father went missing shortly after." I sigh, looking at my hands.
He frowned, his gaze burning into my skull.
"Im sorry, I shouldn't have asked." he spoke quietly, his words dripping with regret.
I gave him a weak smile.
"It's okay. You're just curious. It's understandable." He smiled warmly at me, making my face heat up.
The movie began so we turned our minds to the horror of the film, small smiles on our lips.

A/N 920 words! Yesss!
Hope you all enjoyed!

Love u my dear kittens!

~ Angel_Kitten_13