300 Writing Prompts

Part Three.

Can You Hear This?

I Miss You..

My world as I know it, is Breaking.

Can You Hear This?

Can You Pretend To Listen? These notes don't fill themselves.

I Miss You.

Do You Hear Me?

I'm breaking.

Slowly eroding into Nothing.

And Just Like That I turn into something I said I would Never Be.

They said life is short but its the longest damned thing to the Damned.

You're busy tying knots but You forgot five.

They say greatness stems from pain but I still feel worthless. Is that narcissistic of me?

You Said You Would Write For Us But I'm Left With These Empty Notebooks. Did You Tie Up All The Knots? Are You Going To Continue To Hide From Me? Your Only Daughter?

No One Can Replace You, But You Replaced Us. You Said You Loved Us but the Pain we felt would've felt better if You Hated Us.

No. It would've felt the same. This Sadness Isn't Great or Heroic,

It Just Is.

And My Minds going Crazy.

I am Stuck With The Memory Of Playing Mommy.

And I Miss It.

I Miss Their Love.

I Miss The Things That Mattered To Me but they're Slipping Not So Slowly.

I See The Pain In His Eyes And He Is Only Five.

Life Keeps Going But I Want It To Stop.

I can't take this constant cycle of Pain.

It is Never ending.

I never meant to step on this train but here I am, 

Clinging to Your Words 

"Tell Them I Always Loved Them."

but it's not enough. 

You Gave Me Your Strength But It Is Not Enough.

For Lack Of A Better Word, I Am Still Alive (I Am I Am I Am)

Will this Pain End? Did Yours End? It did when you left I'm Sure.  Why is the only ticket out a one way?

Do I Hide?

Or Do I Live?

It's hard to Forgive..

Can You Hear This?

I Would Take Everything Back If I Knew You Could.

I Still Cry.

But I Still Laugh.

It's So Hard.

But I Want To Feel Differently. Now More Than Ever.

I'll Be There As Soon As I Can But I'm Still Mending The Pieces Of The Life I Had Before You [Left]

Can You Hear This?