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Chapter 63: Pain & Regret

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Jack's POV:

The pain when your heart feels like it's ripped into pieces is the kind of pain, or worse than that, I'm feeling right now. Looking at her back, the words she said just a while ago are still playing in my ears.

She ordered me to leave her alone. Only if she knew, my soul could leave my body today, but my body would never leave this room until she forgave me.

She can shout at me or slap me until her anger gets satisfied; at least in that way, she will talk to me and touch me.

I look at her back. My hands are itching to hug her, but I know she is angry, and I know it would be better if I didn't do whatever my filthy mind is telling me to do.

After taking a deep breath, I touched her hand to hold her, only for her to push my hand away.

"Amore, I... I know whatever I did hurt you so much. For this, you can beat me till you want; you can do whatever you want, but... but don't tell me to leave you. I can't do this," I said, but rather than sounding sad, it came out in an arrogant tone.

Fuck my mouth.

Hearing me, she turned toward me and looked at me with her furious eyes.

"You are ordering me?" she asked.

"No, I... I..." I tried to explain myself, but she cut me off in the middle.

"After all the trouble, you still have the guts to order me, huh? You know what? You don't have to leave me because now I'm leaving you." Saying this, she pushed me, but obviously, my body didn't move even an inch.

I could feel something starting to burn inside my body just by thinking of her leaving me. When I didn't move, she started to go by my side. When her body touched mine, I immediately held her hand and pulled her toward me.

"You are not going anywhere," I said while looking at her eyes, which were filled with tears because of me.

"Leave me, Jack," she said and started pushing me away.

"No, I'm not leaving you," I said, tightening my hold on her arms. I know I'm a bastard, and whatever I'm doing is giving her more pain. But as everyone knows the kind of person I am, I will end up hurting both of us, but I will not let her go away from me.

"You have, especially after whatever you have done. After that, I will never forgive you. Never. Did you hear me?" she said.

"I'm okay to live with that, but living a life where you are not beside me-this will never happen until I'm breathing, Amore, and you have to understand this."

"Ohh, so you want me to see your face every day and remember that I can't be a mother and how you fucking lied to me about everything so easily, like... like all this was so easy for you," she said and gave me a painful smile.

"You think it didn't hurt after knowing what we have lost? You think it didn't affect me as it did you?" I asked her.

"Why would this affect you, Jack? You? I asked you, then you would have told me about it. It's my body, Jack, and it's my right to know this," she said, and with this, tears started falling from her eyes.

"I know it's your right to know this, but... but I didn't tell you this because I didn't have the strength to see you in pain." I tried to explain to her.