Loved You First

Doubts

(Lucy's P.O.V)

Niall had walked me to the door when arriving at Bee's. He insisted that it would be safer and that he wouldn't be as worried then. He said goodnight and told me that he would text me tomorrow. I agreed and watched him as he got into his car and drove off.

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It was now eight o'clock in the morning and i was sat eating my breakfast at the table, not really paying attention to my surroundings. I was just thinking about the previous night that i had spent with Niall on our date. I thought it turned out great and i really wanted to see him again but i didn't know if he felt the same way because to be honest with you i probably shocked him with that kiss. Stupid hormones. He was definitely shocked but at the same time i couldn't help wonder if he was enjoying it because i certainly was at the time. After the kiss he seemed very quite and thats what made me wonder if i had made the right decision kissing him. I cursed my god damn hormones for making me do things like that.

"Lucy," Fingers were being snapped in my face. I realised they were Bee's.

"Oh sorry, i was daydreaming," I said sheepishly.

"Yeah i noticed but anyway are you ready to go?" She asked.

"Umm yeah, just need to get my shoes on and then we can go." I said standing up and puting my bowl into the sink. Me and Bee had decided that we would have a whole day out today just sightseeing around London. I had to make the most of my Saturday seeing as i would be going to the Oxford Dance School on Monday. I was excited just to spend the whole day with Bee because i could tell her all about my date with Niall.

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"So tell me all about your date with Niall," Bee said pinching my cheeks.

"Get off me you looney," I laughed. We were curently walking through Queen Victoria Memmorial Gardens on our way to the River Thames. Bee stepped in front of me blocking my path.

"Remember you promised that from now on you would tell me everything," Bee said sternly.

"Yes i know and if you let me, i will tell you." I said moving past her and carrying on walking. She caught up with me and i could see her watching me. I sighed and walked over to a bench and sat down. Bee sat next to me.

"What's up girl?" Bee asked her gaze burning a hole in the side of my head.

"I think i have ruined my chances with Niall," I sighed looking at the ground.

"Why do you think that?" Bee asked curiously.

"Well i think i talked way to much and seemed a bit forward when i kissed him and als-

"Hold the fuck up," Bee said whilst holding her hand up and giving me her 'bitch say what face'.

"You kissed him and you are only just telling me this now," She shouted and i winced.

"Well you were asleep when i got so i didn't want to wake you."

"Okay but next time wake me if it's important." Her stern gaze locked on mine.

"Yeah i will but i doubt anything else will happen," I said sighing.

"But you kissed," Bee exclaimed.

"Exactly, it was too early and i think i have scared him off now because he hasn't text me yet." I said feeling my stomach drop.

"I'm sure he is just busy and will text you later, now stop acting clingy or else he wont want to text you." I sighed and stood up.

"I guess you're right but we should head home though or else we won't be able to go out tonight." I said smiling.

"Yep i'm not having you miss our night out, now lets go." She said grabbing my wrist and pulling me along with her.