Journal Entries of the Mentally Unstable

Laken

January 19 Wednesday

Well my name was Laken Poulter I seventeen and had blonde hair that reached to my blue eyes.  I had been told several times that the reason I was here at The Sunny Shelter was because I had multi personality disorder. But I never remember being some one else or acting any different. It was kind of like I just feel asleep and I would wake up tired somewhere else a few second, minutes, hours or even days later. When I was myself I felt fine just tired and bad headaches but then I would change into something or someone I don't remember. I would forget everything when I woke up. I'd been told I had two other personalities a doctor whose name was Ryker who was like thirty-five and Jett who was eighteen and whose brother was Tate. Which didn't make any sense I hated Tate he was a mean-spirited person. But I suppose that just shows how much I change. I never got any sleep the minute I would drift off or so I'm assuming there's no real way for me to tell but anyway one of them would just pop up be like O I should go run around. And the mental exhaustion that being three different people has on a person is crazy every day it's either a horrible headache or mood swings. I was sick of it.

January 20 Thursday

My name is Ryker Roulgen I am a doctor at The Sunny Shelter for the Mentally Unstable. I have decided to start this journal as a report on the process of my patients. Don't mind the writing above I couldn't find an unused one so I had to settle for a partly used one.

North has made quite the remarkable improvement since arriving here at The Sunny Shelter but I fear that if we let him leave he'll only get worse by being near his father and the once troubled environment in which his phobias began. I'm afraid that seeing his father in the troubled state that he is currently in would reawaken some of his memories of his past and crazed mother. I don't think he'll ever be able to see his father again without a mental breakdown.

Realynn if anything at all, has only gotten worse. She has begun to get an illusion in her head that she's on a mission and were all conspiring against her. I fear that if she continues on the same track someone will get seriously injured. My recommendation for her case would be to give her anti-psychotic medication which will cause slight headaches but if the medicine works as its suppose to she'll begin to lose the idea of conspiracies. The hard part will be to actually get her to take it with her conspiracy idea its very unlikely she would accept anything we give her. 

That is all I have to say about my patients today. I will have further updates on patients.

January 21 Friday

I'm very scared when I woke up at 2:34 a.m. in the middle of the kitchen I wasn't surprise that happened daily sometimes even a few times a day. When I got back to my room I was planning on going straight to my bed I had probably been up all night but I saw my journal that Ms. Kantler gave me sprawled out on my floor I picked it up to find a journal entry I hadn't written. It looked like my handwriting for the most part but he curved his y's and g's. It was starting to really hit me that I was different people. What if one of them was violent and hurt someone I couldn't live with that. What if someone was murdered and the killer got away and I was the only one around that saw it happen but it wasn't actually me it was another personality that witnessed  it and then I would be a suspect and I would go to prison cause I couldn't remember anything. I couldn't go to prison I was much to young and not guilty. Oh no I was going to prison what was I going to do.