strong (niall horan )

Alone with niall!!!

2 weeks later................

Nothing has been really
happening but Eleanor and Louis has been having problems for awhile now they have been crying but Eleanor went back to her mum's for a while and Louis has been staying with us so we never get any space and it's killing us we aren't even kissing or hugging anymore I miss him but I can't upset Louis either but niall sleeps with Louis now cause he Cry's himself to sleep.

I got snapped out of my thoughts to my phone ringing and sighed and stayed hello and it was Eleanor and she hi and I sayed how are you and she sayed okay just really miss Louis and I sayed what happened and she sayed he cheated on me with this girl she came and told me and I sayed you can't believe what people say maybe they were just jealous and she sayed I know but he got mad and screamed and stuff it hurts and I sayed I know and I get to the end of this okay and she sayed okay and the call ended.

I ran into Louis room and sayed can I talk to you and Louis sayed yeah and I sayed alone and niall got up in a huff and went and didn't know what to say and I sayed anyway Louis did you really kiss that girl and Louis sayed she told you and no she just sayed I did she never wanted me and Eleanor together but she means alot to me she the love of my life I didn't do it she doesn't believe me and it kills me I love her so much and it hurts that I cry myself to sleep every night and I recorded it and I stoped it and put it away and didn't tell him I recorded it I just hugged him and sayed it be okay.

I walked out a while later and then walked downstairs and called Eleanor and sayed I really don't think he did just listen and played the recorded and she I could hear her cry and I sayed you okay and she sayed I love him and I sayed I know come back to him and she sayed okay I get over tonight and thank you and I sayed okay and the call ended.
I went downstairs and saw niall crying and it killed me I ran over to him and sat down beside him and sayed what's wrong nialler and he sayed I know you see it too were drifting apart and it kills me cause I love you so much and we don't even sleep in the same room I miss your touch the spark when we kiss and just us we were perfect till Louis stayed and tears were falling down my eyes and I sayed niall I know how you feel I feel the same way and it kills me cause no matter what I love you so much and it killed me right there to see you hurt and I lifted his head before he could speak I crashed our lips together and the spark was still there it was amazing after a while we pulled away and he hugged me and sayed I missed you so much and I sayed I know me too and smiled and sayed don't worry louis won't be staying here much longer and he sayed why and I sayed eleanor coming later here and he sayed so well get out in peace  and I sayed yeah and he looked at me and I blushed and sayed why u looking at me and he sayed cause you beautiful and I sayed no I am not
And he sayed i promise you are

Then Louis was not down and he sayed   he would be down i started to get worried and niall looked at me and sayed you okay and i sayed i just need to check something and i ran upstairs to louis room well where he was sleeping anyway and checked if he was there and he wasn't then i screamed he's name and i walked around and stopped outside the bathroom when i heard talking and i knocked on the door and noone answered and i sayed Louis plz answer and he sayed i okay and i heard sobs and i sayed no your not please open this door now and he sayed just leave me alone and i knew he was upset so i ran into my bedroom and pulled out the key from my bed and saw a letter and i put it down and ran back to the bathroom and put the key in and it wouldn't open so i push and push and it opened and i ran in and Louis was on the edge and i sayed please Louis don't do that i am begging you and i tried to keep back tears but couldn't.
He sayed i have to do this Courtney and i sayed why and he sayed cause my nanny is sick and i lost my mum and Eleanor and i sayed i here for you please i love you and need you your the only brother i have i lost my real one and i started to breath really badly and went into an panic attacks and everything went black.

I woke up and i looked around and i was in the hotel and there was niall and i jumped you and the pain was so bad i went back down i couldn't speak and started panicking again and niall sayed dont panick i here and i started to cry he hugged me and kissed my forehead and gave me a white-board and marker and i wrote on it asking where's louis and he sayed he's outside and i felt i sign of relief and then i asked how long i Been asleep and he sayed 3 days and i was confused and i asked whats wrong with me and he sayed you feel really hard when you went down and broke you rib and hurt your head and the panicking damaged your throat so you cant talk for awhile.
I noticed he was nearly crying saying it and i wrote come over on the board and he got up and ran over and i wrote lie down beside me and he lied down and looked at me and i hugged him and then looked and him and my heart fluttered and i knew i never stop loving him and leaned in and kissed him on the lips and i felt him smile and i did to.
I looked at him and he sayed i was so worried i thought i lossed you i so mad at Louis and i love you so much i cant leave without you and i pick up my board and sayed dont be mad at Louis i forever him so you should too life's too short to be mad and fight and i so sorry this happened i dont want to loose you either i love you so much and i kissed him again and then i wrote plz ask Louis to come in and he sayed okay and he was not there and niall bring in a note and i read it it sayed Courtney you are my family and my best friend i love you and it killed me what happened you were trying to save me and this happened i am a bad person and wouldn't blam you if you hated me i will always love you and i am really so so so sorry for what i did i never wanted you to get hurt love you lots louis tears came down my face and i wrote called louis niall and say i need him to come over now plz and he did and louis answered and niall had tears whatever he was sayed and niall sayed okay bye and hung up and i wrote you okay nialler and he sayed yes and then a while later louis came in and i wrote to niall can you get the note louis left on the pillow in our room and he sayed okay princess and i kissed him and then wrote hi and he sayed hey i so so so sorry i feel horrible i shouldn't have done that i didn't know what i was thinking it was stupid and i wrote it's okay and he sayed no it's not i care so much about you sis and i should of known it would kills you after losing a brother and i wrote it is okay i forever you brother and give me a hug and he ran over and gave me a hug and then sayed i have something for you and pulled out a box i opened it and inside was such a pretty heart necklace saying sorry on the back and brother and best friend on the front and inside and picture of us i cryed and wrote thanks you.

Niall ran in and i wrote on the board to louis could you get me water plz and he sayed yes and walk out and i looked at Niall and he gave me the letter and it sayed Dear courtney i can't live like this i know it gonna hurt you and i sorry but you will be okay you have niall and he loves you so much and the others it alot of things that made me wanna think about doing this like losing me mum and dad and Eleanor and my nanny being sick i just feel down and its just one of those days you will always be my best friend and my sister and tell the rest i so sorry and their my family and i love them and tell niall he is so kind and i so happy to have someone like you forever with you louis and i cryed that if i didn't stop him he would of doing if and it hurt he felt this way too i looked and niall sayed dont cry it's okay princess he is still here and i wrote i know nialler and we hugged and Louis came back in and put the water beside me and i wrote thanks
And then the doctor came in and sayed it looks okay and i very strong person and i can go home tommarow and i sayed thank you and then wrote to niall only call Eleanor private ask her to come here plz and he sayed okay and then niall whispered and sayed she'll be here in a few minutes she was already on her way and i shook my head.

Eleanor showed up and louis started crying and so did Eleanor so cute they kissed and then she talked to me and i told her some bits and let louis tell his and then i wrote you should have some alone time and they sayed no and i wrote yes it is okay and they sayed you sure and i wrote yes I wanna spend time with niall and Louis hugged me and sayed thank you and so did Eleanor then niall asked what you want to do and i wrote watch a movie and i snugged up to niall and watched dirty dancing cause he loves it and then Liam , harry, zayn shows up and ran over to me and gave me a big hug and started to cry and so did i and i wrote how you know i wss here and they sayed cause niall told us and i kissed niall and zayn screamed get a room and i blushed and felt sad at the same time and i dont know why.

Two hours later they left but they are staying here for a while i happy and i feel asleep after that long day.