strong (niall horan )

too good to last

I woke up and there was a note beside me saying he had a interview and i left you breakfast downstairs and i thought it was about time he got back to one direction the fans missed him.

I just turned on the TV and there was the Ellen show and i watched it and there was one direction and Ellen asked Niall how is you and Courtney and Niall smiled and sayed amazing were so in love were actually getting married next week and the fans cheered from the crowed and then my phone rang and i sayed hello and she sayed hi this is Ellen i wanted to ask you a question and i sayed ya of course and she asked do you love Niall and i sayed yeah i do i cant explain how much i love him its too much and Harry looked sad i wandered why and then Ellen asked do you want to marry Niall and i sayed of course i want to marry him his all i wanted and they all sayed awww and harry look really upset and Niall sayed i love you princess into the phone and i sayed i love ya too nialler and Ellen sayed thanks you Courtney and i sayed no problem bye Ellen and the call ended and then i keep watching the show and it went well and it ended with one direction singing a song.

Then i got up and decided to make dinner for Niall and i made pasta bake with homemade bread and put it in the oven and prepared the table and let it for Niall to come back and went upstairs and got changed i wore black jeans with pink loveheart top and Nike high-top shoes pink ones and light pink smokey eye shadow and light pink lipstick and a fishtale in my hair and then went downstairs and Niall still was not back yet then there was a knock on the door and i got excited and i opened it and my heart sunk it was my dad he walked in and i sayed get out i don't want you here and he sayed i don't care i want to have dinner with you tommarow and i sayed no.

He sayed plz and i sayed i can't right now it hard i trusted you and you ripped my heart out so just leave and he sayed fine and put up the glass i was drinking out of and smashed it on the ground and walked out i locked the door quickly and sat down against the door and cryed myself to sleep.

Niall woke me up and lifed me up on the couch and i got up and took the heated meal out and put it down and Niall smiled and sayed its lovely and he looked tired and he why not its 12:00pm and he left early in the morning and he came over to me and sayed why were you crying and i sayed it doesn't matter and sayed i am going upstairs and ran up i just keep having flash backs of today and then went onto the bathroom and took out a blade and Niall came up and pushed the door open and ran over and took it off me and sayed no princess and took me into his arm and i cryed and cryed and then looked me in the eyes and sayed plzz tell me what's wrong plzz and i sayed i okay and he sayed no tell me don't do this again hiding things away tell me and i saw a tear excape and i wiped it and sayed okay my dad came back earlyer he just walked in and sayed he wanted to have dinner like everything was okay and the got mad when i sayed no it takes time you broke my trust and ripped my heart out he sayed fine and picked up the glass i was drinking out off and smashed it and walked out and it brang back all the memories when i was little and i started shaking and Niall hugged me and sayed it will be okay princess and he kissed me and i shakely shook my head and then Niall bringed me into the bedroom and me and niall layed on the bed and looked me in the eyes and sayed can i ask you something and i sayed yeah do you still want to marry me cause the weddings in a week and i sayed yes your the only thing right now that makes me feel good and safe and he kissed me.

I had a dream and i got waking by niall shaking me and saying wake up and i jumped and by mistake slapped niall right in the face and got up and sayed niall i so sorry i didn't mean to i just had a really bad dream and he hugged me and sayed it's okay princess and i fell back to sleep.
I had a dream were my dad was hitting me and niall laughed and sayed anyone else want a shot and niall sayed i have something else was trying to rape me and niall didn't care and end of dream cause i woke up screaming again and was shaking and niall woke up and i pushed him back and he sayed what's wrong,i sayed nothing and he sayed i know there is tell me and i sayed fine i had a horrible dream and i dont like it i keep having horrible dreams and he sayed tell me what's it was about and i sayed my dad hitting me and then someone was trying to rape me while you laughed and asked if anyone else wanted a short and didn't care and it hurts cause i had this dream more than once and he looked and me speechless and sayed fuck off running bitch.