Hi my name is Alana and this is my story.Well it's been a while since I felt this way but I'm depressed. My mom knows it my dad knows it my therapist knows it.But all I've ever wanted was someone to say your worth it I love you and hug me that's it but I know that's never gonna happen.So I get bullied called names I'm not popular at all and a lot of people hate me.Also i cut I do it to control my feelings because no one wants to listen to me ever.I feel alone all the time I have no one to love I want someone to love but I don't have anyone. I think about killing myself all the time but who gives a damn I'm a fucking loser to everyone else.But who cares right maybe next time I think this it will be for real I don't know if it's me or the fear talking anymore I'm just done I need and want someone plz I at least deserve that right?
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My life
FanficSorry if u guys don't like my book this is my first one so ya enjoy tell me if there's mistakes and if there is hope u can forgive me for them and this book is about me life!
