Third part

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Well I decided I wanted to live at least one more day and see how it goes.I went to school I got bullied but what's new and my x boyfriend has turned into a total jerk.He thinks I did what I do to get attention but it's that what I don't have.The funny part is that at one point I actually loved him ha another great mistake.The next day, well it has been one more day and I think it's time to die but what will my family think.Their probably the only ones that will care now.So I took a nap and I woke up no one was home so I thought it was time.I grabbed a chair and a rope and the video camera.I thought is this for real the rope on the fan the other half already around my neck I have the remote in my hand for the camera.I hit the button and I said I'm sry I just can't take it anymore and it's not your guys fault please don't blame your selves and I said I love you please tell others the same and then I pushed the button to off.Then and there I'm hanging by a rope the chair lying on the floor I'm dead I don't have to live in pain anymore.Others will I guess but I'm finally gone dead not there I'm happy thats the good part. well I hope u guys enjoyed this book!

P.S.this book doesn't mean I'm gonna die it's just the girl in the book not me!

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