"Ugh...Where am I...?" Groaning, I stretched as I awoke from my long sleep.
"Finally awake, huh, missy?!" Jiho was standing by my bed with a face full of fury. Pure anger and betrayal could be see through his eyes.
"H-Huh...? How-How long have...I been here?" Questioning him, I wondered why he said "missy".
"Three days. Anyway, never mind that. When were you going to decide to tell me? HM?!" Beginning to cry with anger, he pointed his finger at my chest. "YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOUVE SHAMED THE WHOLE DORM, LET ALONE ME! DORM ONE AND THREE ARE SCREWING WITH US AND...UGH! WE PUT OUR TRUST IN YOU, SHIN! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!"
Beginning to cry from fear of Jiho's anger and guilt from not telling him sooner. It was all my fault. I knew it was and that was the hardest part to grasp. That I caused everyone pain and annoyances.
"Shush...I'm sorry..." Sitting down on the infirmary bed, he pulled me into a hug, laying his chin on my head. "I'm sorry for shouting, Shin...my anger just took over me...I'm sorry..." He mumbled, full of guilt, as he nuzzled his face into my hair.
"Jiho...you don't need to be sorry. I'm the one who's at fault here...I should've told you sooner...and I know that...I'm sorry, Jiho..." Crying harder into his chest, I could hear his heart softly beating. It was strangely calming.
He pulled me closer, starting to stroke my hair. "Don't worry...I know...I know..." Gently lifting my chin up, to look into my eyes, he gave me a serious expression. "Y-You know what you have to do though...right, Shin?"
Giving a small, sad nod, I looked into his eyes. "Yes...I know. It's okay. I was planning to soon anyway...I'm sorry again for the trouble I've caused though, Jiho...And...good luck with getting with Kyung. I'm sure you two will be happy together. You'll be the best boyfriend ever!" Giggling, I began to cry harder. Thoughts were racing through my head of the time I'd spent at the school. All the friends I'd made...all my new experiences...my boyfriend...my best friend...I was going to leave them all behind, and thinking about that killed inside.
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Inner Beauty (Xiumin EXO-M) COMPLETE
FanficA XIUMIN (EXO M) FANFIC. Shin attends SM Entertainment's rookies school with band EXO, SHINee and more! She also meets many more bands along the way! There's just one thing though. She has to pretend to be a boy to be able to successfully get into h...
