Shawn: Amelia
Shawn: I know I've already told you goodnight
Shawn: but it's 1 o'clock in the morning and I'm still up
Shawn: and I'm never ever up this late..
Shawn: I just can't sleep tonight
Shawn: I don't know why
Shawn: actually I do know why...
Shawn: everytime I close my eyes a million memories of you and I just pour into my mind.
Shawn: I like to tell myself that this is a terrible night mare
Shawn: it's just a silly dream
Shawn: that when I wake up it will all be over
Shawn: and when I call your phone later today you'll pick up on the first ring and say what's up shawny boy?
Shawn: but when I open my eyes I'm back to reality
Shawn: and this reality hurts
Shawn: it hurts so fucking bad
Shawn: I know you told me to continue on in life when you were gone
Shawn: but how can I?
Shawn: because continuing on means leaving you in the past
Shawn: and I'm not ready to do that just yet..
Shawn: or ever
Shawn: .....I'm gonna try to get some rest now
Shawn: goodnight princess...
Shawn: seriously this time..ha
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