Shawn: so today actually wasn't a complete disaster
Shawn: it was the opposite
Shawn: it turns out my mom didn't want me to chauffeur her around, she just told me to drive to the park
Shawn: and so I did
Shawn: and we walked around the park hand in hand
Shawn: and she asked me how I was doing
Shawn: I told her I wasn't doing good
Shawn: she asked me why
Shawn: and I told her..
Shawn: I said how can I be good when it's all my fault that you're gone
Shawn: she told me it wasn't my fault but it is
Shawn: I just know it is Amelia
Shawn: I should've never looked away
Shawn: DAMMIT
Shawn: how could I be so stupid.
Shawn: it was just one second
Shawn: just one
Shawn: that should've been me
Shawn: I hate myself for that day
Shawn: I'm such an idiot
Shawn: I can't do this to myself right now
Shawn: I'm sorry
Shawn: I'm so sorry I have to go
Shawn: I'll talk to you soon
Shawn: goodnight princess...
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A/n: just a little insight on what happened to Amelia there will be a more in depth explanation coming up soon.
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