The girl who fears love [Bard Ylvisaker]

Chapter 8 the life changing event Sam's P.O.V

September 2015, "Happy anniversary guys" I said to Bard and Vegard. They both looked at me weird and said "what the fuck?" I said "it's been 2 years since you put the fox on YouTube" they anchored me and proceed to talk to their new manger. They knew I hated when they did that  Bard really knew I hated that. I taped Bard on the shoulder and said "can we talk their something I need to tell you" He looked at me and shooed me away with his hand. I had enough I went inside went into my room slammed the door and cried for a  while. 

Bard's P.O.V 

I decided to look for Sam. I scrammed her name at the top of my lungs but she didn't answer me. I knew that she was in out room but I didn't fell like talking to her. I just opened the door and looked in she was asleep from all of the crying I put the blanket over her kissed her cheek and walked out of the room. "tough news?" Tiffany my sister-in-law asked me. I said "what are you talking about?" she said in a confusing tone "she never told you?" I said in a funny voice trying to mock her "tell me what" she said in a anger voice "you need to get your ass in their and talk to your wife" I looked at her weird and realized that something was wrong with Sam I opened the door woke Sam up and said "Honey what's wrong?" she turned around and said "you just don't care that i'm losing my hearing that's all" When she said that I almost cried I shook Sam and said "I do care really I do"  I walked over to the other side of the bed and said "I love you" she looked at me with great madness and said "fuck you" I tried to calm down I can and will blow up very easily I took Sam's hands and said "honey please i'll do whatever you want sexual or nonsexual" That made her smile. She took a deep breath and said "oh alright I forgive you now let's talk about it please we really need to" I nodded my head and took of my cloths I was still in my boxers. I laid down next to Sam and we started talking about a lifelong tragedy that will last forever. 

Sam's P.O.V

When Bard looked me in the eyes and said "I care about you" I knew that he meant it. Bard laid down next to me put his arms around me sighed and said "so,how you felling about all of this?" I sighed ans said "honestly,I could care less the Dr. say that by the time I am 35 I will be comply deaf" Bard had the understanding look on his face he said "okay well i'll work on my ASL and we can start showing the girls videos and haylee and Izzy already know and so does everyone else so there" I smiled at Bard and he smiled back. Their was a moment of sliced but it was a good one. Bard rolled over on his back and I got up turned the lights off and laid down next to Bard I laid my head on hos chest and like always Bard put his arms around me. Bard kissed me and said "I love you good night hun" and I didn't sat anything and than I said "Bard I don't know if I love you or not?" I felt his sat up and said "what do you mean?" I could tell that he was trying to stay calm and I said in a shaking voice "Bard,i'm not happy anymore I don't know what it is but i'm just not happy" He knew that I was crying and he put his arms around me to comfort me and he said "we will work though this we always had and we always will" 

When I woke up the next morning from my phone going off it was going "peep" The ringtone was from an interview from Ylvis in 2006 everyone hate it and that'y why I kept it. I got up and check my phone that was blowing up. It was Ylvis fans across the world asking me question about everyone and everything. I got annoyed out of bed [I only had 3 hours of sleep] and walked into the kitchen where I saw my husband my sister in law Calle,Magus and Lindsey my best friend. Bard was saying something in Norsk witch I didn't understand at all. He was talking until he noticed me waved to me. I was way to tired to wave back my phone was still going off.  I stormed to him and said "the fuck is going on?" everyone was staring at me now but I was too tired to care. "i'm just trying to make you happy" Bard said in a low tone. I calm down a little bit and I said almost in a whisper "your're not the reason why i'm not happy" He said "i'm just trying to help you out Sam,I love ya" I smiled and said "what's with all of the cameras" He smiled and said "oh it's another live showing of Ylvis I count sleep last night so I made this happen, don't worry it's just going to show the triplets the older kids are at their friends houses" I said "man you must really love me" and he said "I was your first everything really,you're first official sex,the first drunken sex,your first I love you,your first baby daddy,and one of the first people you trusted you didn't have too but you did and  i'm glad" Bard was now smiling and he was right Bard was my first everything.  I hugged him and said "you was my first husband and you know what else you did that made me love you since day one?" "what's that" Bard said in a carious tone I signed and said "you cared about me everyone else though about me as the little girl doing drugs and everything else" 

  Later that day me and Bard was watching Switched at birth when he said "you know what are we going to do with our life?" I looked over and said "I don't know" Bard looked at me and said "I know you hate wedding because of your dad raped you on his wedding day but why don't we just have a small one" I looked at Bard weird and said "we're married" He said "I know but it will give us something to do" I sighed turned the T.V off and said "Bard I have school and you have work we can't" Bard sighed and said in a anger voice "look I always wanted to have a huge wedding but you wanted to go to the court house and I was fine with that I want a goddamn wedding" Than he got up in my face and said "do you hear me I am fired of putting thing that I want to do on hold we're having a wedding" Than he pushed me off the couch. My head hit the glass table and it shattered and all I felt was blood running though my hair.   

Bard's P.O.V
When I saw Sam like that I couldn't help myself I got on the phone and called 911. "What happened" said the police officer who was expecting the seen of the crime. "Umm I pushed her"
"You need to come with me" the police officer said while he was putting me in handcuffed.I was scared I didn't know what to do. I started fighting ageist the police officers. "I didn't do anything wrong" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I started to think what if this get's out? What if this fucks up my life? Will Sam ever talk to me again? "Daddy,no" my only son Benny shouted. I looked at him started to cry and went willing with the cops.