The life of Bethany. -A Jaden Smith Love Story

BETH 19

I immediately hopped up and chased him.

'Jaden come back!' I begged tears streaming down my cheeks 'Please, just listen'. He stopped and looked at me with hurt eyes. 

'I am doing what you want me to' He spat at me 'I'm leaving'. I grabbed the sleeve of his t shirt and pulled it but he kept on trying to walk away. He finally broke loose from my grasp and I fell to the ground.

'Jaden!' I screamed crying hysterically 'Don't go!' He left the front door and I did my best to follow him.

'Piss off Bethany' he snapped walking faster and not looking back. Soon, we got onto the beach, Jaden started running faster and faster. I tried to catch up with him but I fell into the sand feeling weak. My eyes went blurry with tears and Jaden was getting smaller and smaller as he ran further and further away from me.

The sun was burning on my back as I lay there motionless in the sand. I felt lost and unwanted, useless. Everyone else was off having fun without me and Jaden clearly doesn't want me. He was the only one who made me feel like I was worth something. I was hungry and I felt faint. I managed to stand up and I unsteadily walked towards the water. It was clear and refreshing, I stood there with the water up to my chest. I looked below the water, I didn't see any point of my life anymore. We all live for a reason and I thought mine was Jaden or at least my 'friends'.

My parents don't even really like me, I don't think I have once heard them say that they love me.

Maybe the best thing to do was just get out of everyone's way.

I was crying so hard that I could barely breathe, I lowered my chest into the water until my head was covered and I held myself there, until everything went blank so I could no longer feel the pain.

AN (Author's note): Don't worry this isn't the end of the book. You may think Bethany is overreacting or you may think she isn't but she has her reasons. Jaden was the only one she had, she didn't feel like anyone else liked her. More about Bethany's life will be revealed in the next chapter. I'm sorry about the slow updates. My excuses are: 

- Wattpad can be really spazzy sometimes

- I don't have much time

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