Love isnt real

lieing to yourself

AUTHORS NOTE: sorry guys it might take me a longer time to update but i will when I can! I'm going to try yo update on sundays cuz those seem to be good days for me! Enjoy!!!!

Have you ever liked someone but you were unsure if they liked you back. You have your frineds telling you to talk to that person and get to know them but you can't. The only reason you can't is because you afraid they wont like you the way that you like them. That no matter how many time they tell you the feeling is mutal you always feel like you like the person just a little bit more. Or in some case you don't want to talk to that person because they know that you like them and your scared they are going to think off you as some creppy stalker who won't leave them alone. For some reason I can't get Miky out of my head or even leave my thoughts for one secand of the day. 

I finally climed out of bed from the long weekend of being in it. 

Monday

I fucking hate Mondays its the furthest day from the weekend, everything always seems to be due on Mondays for some reason. Also I have to see him.

The boy who kept me from going out all weekend because he wouldn't leave my thought for one second. The boy who made me forget all the bad things in life and enjoy all the good things. The boy who broke my heart. 

I jumped out of  my car not wanting to be late to school but be late so I don't have to talk to anyone. Walking into the school building I saw the person I didn't want to see for the rest of my life. He walked  torward me kinda of unsure what to do, and kind of awkwordly. 

" Can we talk?" Miky said 

" No" I mumbled walking away from him to my locker 

To my luck he followed me 

" What do you want?" I snapped when I finally reached my locker putting in my combination

" To talk" 

" We are talking" I said annyed by his actions 

" I'm sorry" he whispered as if it hurt him by saying it " Im sorry for being a ass and ignoring you for no reason " he continued 

" Why the hell did you ignore me?" I said looking in my locker 

" Its complicated" he said scratching he back of his head 

"What were you expecting right know Miky? For me to forgive you for ignoring me and not even give me a god damn reason for doing it! What the hell do you want  from me?" I shouted looking at his pained expression 

" There is a lot more to this then you know " he finally stated looking sad

" Like what?" 

" Just for get it" he said walking away looking pissed

I swear this guy has problems 

AUTHORS NOTE: heyyyyyyyy everyone! sorry if this is kinda short! wrighters block! pllzzzzz comment your thoughts i rlly want to know what you guys think!!! uhhhh homework....my mom made me look for sweet 16 dresses even though its like my bday is like 8 mouths away....anyway i rlly hope you like it! the updating will become a little slower but once it because summer break i'll be updating a lot quicker!! schools all most out YAY!