Love isnt real

confessions

AUTHORS NOTE: i had like to worst day of my life todayyy yay but im wrighting anyway! huh that rymed ish  

Sometimes life has a interesting twist to things, like you could think that you want to do something and you could get into something totally different. Or you could think that you want to be with someone and have them hold you and be totally wrong. It could also be the opposite and never have thought in a million years that you would like or even fall in love with someone totally different from yourself.

Miky and I are complete opposites

Thats what makes us so good together we push each others  and get on each other nervous. He hurt me for no reason but for some God knows reason he can never seem to get out of my mind. 

" Say something " his eyes crystal clear he looks so desperate there was barley any space between us my forehead resting on his. 

" Why were you ignoring me?" I ask that question has been bothering me for so long 

" Because I care" 

huh? could this guy get anymore confusing but for some reason it looked like he was ashamed of something 

" I cant have you " my heart broke when I looked at the pain in his face 

" What makes you think that?"  I swear my heart was pounding so hard I think he could hear it. 

" I've been arrested, beaten up, beaten up people before, spray painted something because it was fun. You could be anything and everything that you want to be. I'm a sqrew up nothing more." 

" Your not a sqrew up" I say holding his chin up with me hand so he can look me in the eye. I cant stand seeing him this way he is a rude irregenterrregent bitch but the thing is

he is my arrogant bitch 

no matter how many time I try to deny it there is something about him that keeps me from hitting him in the side of the head with a baseball bat. The way he is rude to everyone he meets but when it come to me he can be the sweetest person ever unless you talk to one of the people he use to hook up with. I should probably let that go. 

" What do you want Casey?" he asked still so close I could feel his cold breath on my face, with that I knew the answer to his question

" You" I say with full truth in what i'm saying 

" Are you sure" he asked with worry across his face

" More sure then I will ever be " For once in a really long time I saw Miky smily with full joy 

" I don't get it though"

" What?"

" After everything I did ignoring you for so long, how did you forgive me? After all the shit that I said to you how are you standing in front of me right know saying that you want me as mush as I want you?" 

" Because your finally telling me whats wrong instead of just ignoring me and never talking to about it "  I state with full truth behind my words 

" I hope you know what your getting yourself into"  he said snaking his arm around my waist bring me closer to him then I already was.

" Don't make me regret it "

" Wouldn't dream of it" he says bring his lips against mine for the second time that day 

AUTHORS NOTE: todayy worst day everrrr 

its really makes me sad whne my parents argue ABOUT me and i'm in the car crying my eyes out....thanks dad saying that i cost us the game is really going to make confidence go up ( note sarasm ) ....yup ANYWAYYY i hope you liked this chapterrrr PLEASE vote/ comment/ enjoy maybe a supper nice comment with make me fell better ehh ehhh worth a shot BYE