After my breakdown I watch funny shows I chose out and eventually I fall asleep. In the morning I shower, eat, everything, and I get my stuff packed as I have a bit of a trip to drive today.
"Time to leave baby." I say to my little future angel. I check out of my hotel room but as I do, "Oh my god what happened to your eye?" The girl running the front desk asks, she looks like she's 24, the same age as me. "Shit! I forgot to cover up the black eye!" I think to myself, that bastard hit me right in the eye the other day. "Oh my friend threw something and it accidentally hit me in the eye." I make up, "What did they throw? A rock?" She asks jokingly, "Haha, no. A football." I say. After I officially check out I get in my car. "Whew. Time to start my new happy life." I say as I leave the hotel parking lot. I jam out to my songs and I know people were looking at me funny, but I don't give a shit because I feel like I'm free from the chains of my "loving" ex. After a while my phone dies so I listen to my CDs I have in my car. Later, the sun starts to set and it looks so beautiful that I get lost in time just staring at it.
It feels like all of my problems are leaving through my open car window. When the sun is fully down I have an urge, I want to smoke a cigarette. I totally forgot that I was a smoker, I have to resist, I have to resist! The urge eventually goes away because I'm not a hardcore smoker, I only smoked two to three times a week.
It's 9:30 so I finally stop for dinner at an Outback Steakhouse, just because I want to treat my baby nice early. As I'm waiting to be served there's two women who must have been waiting a while because they got very impacient. "We've been waiting for fucking EVER! Is there a seat for us?!" I try not to laugh but I can't help but silent laugh. They get more frustrated and they just walk out. After that a nice looking couple leave and they seat me to where they were seated. I order onion bloomers as my appetizer, then I order a nice medium rare ribeye steak with fries. After waiting ten minutes my food comes and I devouer my food. I leave and I start to drive again and I eventually get to Omaha, Nebraska.
"One more state and I'm-we're there." I look at the time, 11:20. I'm exausted, so, I pull into a hotel and I get my blanket and recline my driver seat all the way and I drift off to sleep. Now you may be asking yourself, "Why don't you just rent a hotel room?" I didn't get a hotel room because I'm running a bit low on money. I wake up and it's 9:45. I adjust my seat and I sit outside and I almost light a smoke but I remember what I have going on right now and I quickly throw it to the ground and I throw the pack in the outside garbage and I start to drive off again. Nebraska is very open and pretty, but there is a lot of corn growing here...
After driving for four and a half hours I finally get to Colorado!
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Non-FictionA single mom named Theresa was married to a man that would abuse her. She finds the courage to finally divorce him and she moves from Wisconsin to Colorado. Read Theresa's inspiring story about raising her beautiful young daughter Scarlett to make s...