Give It Time (BadBoy Luke Fanfic)

Sixteen

My heart sunk. Another person who I deeply cared about. And all of it was my fault.

I was the one who agreed to come with Luke. I was the one who made Luke angry. Who ran away, making Luke chase me. Who told Calum to come pick me up.

It was all because of me.

Worthless wasnt even close to what I felt. I couldn't describe any of the pain.

I was guided back to the curb again. After I saw Calum hurt too I lost every single bit of what I had left of me, collapsing on the ground. They picked me up and carried me to the curb giving me a blanket as I sat down.

I was silently sobbing into my very damp sweater, wiping my constant stream of tears away. It had been like this for what felt like hours.

I couldnt help but over hear what the paramedics were saying. I rose my head from out of inbetween my knees to hear what they were saying more clearly.

"Hes asking for a Jen?" One mumbled to their partner.

I piped up and ran over to them screaming my name.

"HES ASKING FOR ME, IM JENSEN, ITS ME CAN I SEE HIM" I stammered to them.

One nodded but contined to talk to the others about the crash.

"I NEED TO SEE EITHER ONE HES ASKING TO SEE ME" They all looked at me reassuring I could see whoever was asking.

I wasnt sure who was asking for me but I needed to see whoever it was.

A kind women guided towards a large body portayed in a stretcher. His dingy blonde hair was showing and I ran over to him.

"Luke" I softly said grabbing his hand in both of mine.

His eyes fluttered open and streams of tears came flowing out, but these were happy tears. Happy that I could him again. Being parted from him and for terrible reasons hurt me to think about.

"Jen-sen" He managed to say, eyes still locked with mine.

I was going to speak again until I saw his mouth part again.

"Pl-ease dont h-hate me" He said, puddles forming in his beautiful sapphire eyes.

"No no no Luke I could never" I said making sure he knew how I felt.

"Not even when I-" He got cut off by what he was saying from heavy heaves and water gushing down his face. "Not even when I yelled at you?" He spoke.

I reached to his face and went in to touch his soft plump lips to mine. He pulled me in gently for another, enjoying every moment of it.

We released and I felt tears on my cheek that werent mine. I touched Lukes face again ever so softly to remove his tears and planted a kiss on his cheek.

"Im sorry" He choked out.

"Luke I am." I said disappointed in myself. "It was all my fault, I - I feel so guilty for all of this and I just"

I got cut off by Luke grabbing my face with both his hands with the softest touch into another deep kiss.

Passionate wasnt even the half of it. It was amazing. Sending wonderful feelings from my lips throughout my body.

Luke looked me in the eye and told me he had to go. A paramedic waited on the side to pull Luke up and into the ambulance to be sent to the hospital.

I looked at Luke before they closed the door and I did a faint wave directed towards him. He weakly smiled, still in pain and got shut away and sent off to the hospital

That was the last I saw of him that week.