Its Him

ugh now what

Well ever since school started this boy that has already been talking to me he been telling me to kill myself and I haven't told anyone I have told Caden that I don't belong here on this earth and he keeps talking me out of it but it's not going to change anything. Last night I didn't get t I go to the football game because I am sick and my sister was telling lies to my friend Lilly and my other sister was being so obsessed with Cadens shirt doctor who, anyways Caden I just need to say this now to get it out of my system he has been there since 5th grade when we first met and I have always been there for him he thinks he was been the clingy one but really I have already ripened my chance of ever dating him when we started to text on fb his parents said that they didn't want him to hang out with me anymore and I know that he cares for me when he disobeyed them by talking and hanging out with me at school because I am pretty sure 4 out of 5 of the people who are told that do end up listening but he is the 5 out of 5 that doesn't he cares for me and I know he does! That's why I have so much feelings for him he is always there and I count on him everyday he is a miracle brought to life. I love him so much and nothing can change that! I realized that just because you think that fort one is the charm doesn't always mean it's true I always thought Jacob was the one and now I only think of him as a friend I never thought I would come to realize that I would fall in love with Caden but things always change and happen for a reason and now I know he is the one!

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