Its Him

I Suck at Life

So I just realized ya Caden feels like a looser but it doesn't mean he is one. I am pretty sure there are tons and tons of girls who if they find him know his personality like I do they will end up liking him. The thing Is I am way to upset to even talk to him he lied to me and I hurts because if you have liked and loved someone you never thought you would like or love it hurts to know that they have been lying about liking or loving you and they turn around and tell the person they like that they like them. Caden likes Lilly and I have to admit she is really pretty and my best friend but he does realize she doesn't like him that way but he doesn't care. It really upsets me when he calls himself a looser because he isn't just because you are not liked by everyone doesn't mean anything besides it's always better to have only one person like you because then you won't have to cheat! Anyways I cried after lunch we have this thing where we go outside for the next 5 minutes after lunch and we do what we want and so I cried because I could not ask about it without crying always everyone kept asking and I just done talking about it and just ignored them it was that bad! And it's weird but I do think know why I guess I kinda not a lot but I kinda like Tommy he is sweet sometimes his dad is actually my bus driver and it's funny because his dad and I are be friends so if I ever do date him probably not I am not going  to jinks myself like I always do so ya I am pissed at Caden and best friends with Jake.

Thanks so much for reading um sorry I know I have a lot of word errors in this book it's terrible but I feel like I can let all my feelings put just by putting them in this book so  hope you guys enjoyed don't forget to comment or message me for any questions vote and request to follow me on instagram @angie_houseman_ and follow Caden @caden_heidebrink05 and Jake @tall_or_small and @asher.jacob and I have 2 other accounts @_angie_houseman_ @_angie_houseman by thanks guys love you all