born to die → jily

Five (fifth year)

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Still in fifth year!

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{James}

My eyes flew open to the loud screech of Sirius shouting my name in a high pitched voice, directly into my ear. "Jamesie wamsie!" Sirius' vocal range was ridiculously wide.

"Shut up now" I shuffled further under the bed clothes, pulling the duvet over my head and attempting to close the hangings at the same time.

He only threw them back again, jumping onto my bed and placing his head over my ear, I winced, only imagining what he was going to do next. He took a sharp intake if breath and moved his fingers up to his mouth, whistling as loud as he could, into my ear.

I huffed, feeling the need to mentally kill him. I shot up from the bed, siting up quickly, causing Sirius to slide off the side of the bed, landing with a thump on the hard, wooden floor, the ground hitting me as ahrd as reality did, as I remembered the wild argument me and Lily had last night. If i was honest, i was just getting irritated by her. The way she felt that she thought she could just predict what i was going to do. i was irriated by the way she treated me. And most of all, i was irritated by the constant rejection, whether it was being rejected to be friends, or being rejected for something more than friends. Wiping the thought from my head, as even me thinking about it was annoying me.

"Come oooooonnnnn" Sirius sung, punching my arm jokingly, "Hogsmead today!" he gasped, didkiberatly patronising me, making my already irritable even more annoyed. He frowned, probably expecting me to fight back at him, "Oh, come on james, its the last hogsmead trip until after our owls!" Like i didnt know. I was going to ask Lily yesterday if she wanted to go to hogsmead with me today, but obviously the whole argument mucked that one up, we would probably be avoiding eachother like the plague today- Or atleast she would be avoiding me. But i'll just have to ask her after the Prime OWL exam time.

"Eh. I don't know if I want to go..." my uncertainty clear in my voice.

"And why not" Sirius raises his overly groomed eyebrows at me.

"I'm just really tired", I lied, the truth was just that I didn't want to run into Lily, because that would be extremely awkward for both of us, I can deal with awkwardness, I mean, I'm James, I can deal with anything. But lily would just freak out.

"Too bad, you're coming, isn't that right moony?" Sirius asked, wanting back up on his demand.

Remus looked up from his study notes briefly, "er, no" he said, absent minded.

"No, you're meant to say to James, 'yes, Sirius is right, you should go' "

"Yes, Sirius is right, you should go" Remus replied in a monotoned voice.

Sirius tutted, shaking his head but grinning at the same time. "Just come along, young child." I frowned, raising an eyebrow, "whatever, now I need food"

I started to get dressed on my bed, with the hangings closed so I could conserve my dignity- or what's left of it. I wore a navy blue button up shirt and a pair of skinny jeans, slipping on my black converse, I was ready to go, walking beside Sirius, while trying to do up the oversized watch that was given to me long ago.

"Move on!" Sirius gave me a quick push just as we opened the dormitory door, making me land on the girls dormitory door. Leaving me thankful that lily wasn't just leaving the dorm, or I would of pushed into her, and with the strength behind Sirius' push, I probably would of knocked her over.

"Can you please stop!?" I pushed him back, making him stubble back into the boy's room, landing with a wallop on the floor. "Ha." I flashed a mockingly sweet grin, "come on, we need to get food" I imitated. All the while silently laughing to myself.

............ After breakfast..........

"Permission letters over here!" Professor Filch squawked, he was a filthy man, with hair nearly as greasy as Snape's.

As if on Que. to my thoughts, none other than the king of grease himself appeared. And next to him was lily.

They walked past, me deciding not to taunt, but Sirius did other wise. "Aww. Look at that!" he mocked, pretending that he was speaking to me, but actually he was deliberately shouting. "Evans and Snivellus! they've got a thing! how cute is that. Soon small, big nosed, greasy, finger hairs children will be running about the place" he turned back to me, pretending to vomit, gaging at the time so that Lily and Snape could see.

"I hate you, James" Lily said, pulling Severus sideways away from us! turning around the corner of the fountain away from our view, but not before she gave us all 'the look'. The look was a terrible stare, worse than a mothers death glare. It was like she could literally turn you to ice- that's how cold it was.

Me, Sirius, Peter and Remus were left staring after her in shock at her harsh words. Then I faced Sirius, "thanks for that. I didn't even say anything, yet I still got the blame" Sirius smirked, looking satisfied. "It's not funny!"

"It kind of is" Sirius retorted, covering his mouth to hide a grin.

"Stop grinning" I demanded, now in a bad mood than I already was.

"You can't even see my mouth! you don't know that I'm smiling" he ruffled his hair with his right hand while is left hand was still stuck, firmly in place.

"I'm not stupid, no matter how much you think I am" I said, raising both my eyebrows in a knowing way. "That's exactly what you do in class when you try to hide a smile"

He tutted, not saying anything else as he walked away, give me and the others the hit to continue behind him. Walking over to hogsmead, the only thing I could think about was how much I would and wouldn't like to see Lily.

I would as maybe I'd be able to make it up to her.

But then again, I don't want to see her, as I'm sure as hell she'll be furious when she sees me. And an angry lily equals a scared James.

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