Alone In My Thoughts

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the man opened the car door "uh i forgot something can i go get it"he nods "yeah i guess so"i run up to both my sister and Zach i had already said goodbye but i needed one thing to say i grabbed Zach and pulled him inside i shut the door

"Zach i should have just let it out before if this doesn't go as hoped to i want you to move on"he looked deep into my eyes "what do you mean"i look down "i-i want you to go on with your YouTube and YouNow maybe get a new girlfriend because i have tried long distance relationships and i just

i don't wanna get hurt"i had already tears in my eyes he had them flowing down his cheeks "no i wont i love you got it"i shake my head "if i go away i'm not letting you wait for me"he sits on the bed holding his knees up "i-i love you"i kiss his cheek "we still have a chance if i win the case"

he nods and he walks me back to the car where i got in and watched them pass "why now seriously i have been like this for so much time but you get me now huh?"i ask "well it took them some time to fill out paper work"i cry silently in my seat watching the road pass for about 30 minutes

pulling up to what looked like a prison no color gated all the way around i knew i was gonna hate this i took a picture of the building and sent it to Zach telling him i made it i turned my phone off and they set me up in a room with a 14 year old girl

i try to make conversation but all she did was sit in the corner looking at a picture what seemed her family the beds weren't even at all comfortable i lay down staring at the ceiling for what seemed hours this place was pure hell i would rather be at school for a week straight.

i couldn't bring myself from my thoughts should i even fight against the state i could wait a year and then get rights but i might lose Zach hes my everything from when i wake up to when i'm sad hes the reason i'm alive today. the door opens

"hello uh Jessa Stevens you have your meeting with your maybe new parents be nice and stay clean remember"the girl gets up and leaves i was left alone i never liked alone but i guess i might experience it often

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