Written: 1/16/14 - 1/20/14
"Leave, baby girl."
I'm trying, can't you see?
"You're not trying hard enough, if you were, you'd be here already."
I'm trying my hardest. I'll be there soon.
"Try harder, darling."
I am!
"Find me, baby girl, find me."
I'm searching for you, where are you?
"Find me, try your best, do your worst."
I'm looking all over for you, won't you just tell me where you are?
"You have to find me, by yourself. Nobody can help you, not even I."
But I can't find you! Don't you understand? I'm lost... Lost without you!
"Baby, no one can help you, not even I... You must discover me all on your own."
How can I? I get so close to you and then, all of a sudden, you're pulled away from me! I don't understand...
"Darling, who said it was going to be easy to find me? You have to work for it!"
It's frustrating! You're so close... Yet so far!
"I'm right here, you just can't see me, yet."
I don't feel you, either! You're supposed to help me!
"Nobody can help you..."
You've already said that! Please! Tell me! Help me!
"I cannot."
Then maybe, just maybe, I'll never find you, Happiness.
