God, baby, you were my whole damn sky. You were everything. And you just destroyed everything. You made tornados and hurricanes. Everywhere, there's chaos and destruction. The sky holds everything together. You supported me and kept me in place. You encouraged me and loved me. Without you, I can't fucking breathe. Without you, there's no air, no oxygen. There's nothing without you. No warmth, no warm, sunny days. No life. Life doesn't exist anymore. You killed everything you left behind. Including my heart. And some nights when I'm drunk and high and lonely, I can't sleep because I'm tossing and turning. I'm in my head, I'm turning back time and reliving all of our memories. Even the bad. And on those nights, I cry myself to sleep. Because we can't have and experience those things anymore. I sob uncontrollably for hours. My throat starts to ache, my nose runs, and I cannot breathe. On those nights, I'd do anything to have you back. I just want to see that clear, blue sky, one more time.
