My perfect life destroyed

Joshes birthday

This is very romantic so if you don't like romantic don't read it

I walked up to his door I was really nervous and excited I knocked, his dad answered, I said " hello umm is josh here" " oh yes I will go get him want be minute " Josh came to the door I asked if he was ready to go, so we walked to a spot we always go to, I gave him his present it was a animal book and some art stuff, he said" thank you so much I really needed this thanks" I gave him a hug and then I thought it is his birthday and I have been getting mixed signals from him and then I thought this might be my chance to show him that I like him, I leaned closed to him and kissed and then I realised what I just did and got up and ran .When I got home I got a message it was Josh I kept ignoring one reply was " hey it s Josh please answer back I need to talk to you".

It was 7:00 at night I was on my bed and crying and telling myself off then I heard a knock at the door I was really scared I looked through a window it was Josh , I got really upset he started knocking again meanwhile my ear was at the door, then I heard him saying " I know your there I see your light are on just please answer the door I really need to talk to you" I replied "sorry but no" he sighed and then He replied " just please I really need to tell you something" I huffed and opened the door not looking at him and then I said " what do you want" then he wise " I wanted to give you this for a long time" then I felt his hand on my chin he lifted my head then he came closer and then kissed me on the lips, we were standing there for ages then we separated he smiled at me I was just in shock he said " umm so can we talk now please " I was still looking at him I just nodded he walked in, he sat on the coach I joined him, He kept on just looking at me I was looking at him then He finally said something " I need to ask you something personal" I was still looking at me then I got myself together and said " okay what" " well I need to ask do you have feelings for me? " " umm well umm you go first" " no I asked you " " but I want yo see if you have feelings for me to on " " ok umm week yeah" I looked at him in surprised then said " really uh why" then he replied " well who wouldn't you are smart, funny, nice, beautiful, and awesome in every way" I smiled and blushed like forever and I said quickly " when you first start liking me" then he replied " well umm when I first came into your class I was really nervous then I saw you and then the next day I got really bad butterfly's then I realised I liked you,A umm know you go" " ok yay well the day after you came to this school we had sport and Britney was flirting with you and you were ignoring her and looking at me I was thinking in my head I don't know why she is flirting with him but who wound to he is really nice and umm cute so yeah that's when I realised I liked you" he replied really happy " really awesome you think Im cute" " well yeah is there anything you else you need to ask me" " yes this is really hard to say but would you like to go out with me and be my girlfriend if you would" " you kidding me yes I would I have been looking forward for this yay thank you" I lend it and kissed him, I still can't believe I can kiss him this is going to be weird for a while but I am So happy. I yelled at him " happy birthday boyfriend Josh yay", I walked him to the door he kissed me goodbye when he was half way through me drive way up I screamed at him " Josh I need to tell you something but that can wait ok goodbye" " bye Lucie". It was ten at night when I heard a knock at the door I opened the door it was Josh I said " umm hey my dad locked the door so I couldn't get in so can I stay here with you until morning please" " oh ok come in " " thanks" " no problem umm you can sleep on the couch ok here is a rug and a pillow" " wait do you want to watch a movie" " ok sure" he put on a movie I got comfortable right next to him he put his hand over my shoulder, the movie was called jaws I was getting really scared I was hugging Josh and squeezing him, the movie was finally finished he said he had another movie he put that on it was romantic movie called Romeo and Juliet it was so romantic I kept on looking at Josh and thinking this is is romantic I should kiss him ok what the hell, I got up and kissed him, we kept kissing each other until the movie was over I got up and said goodnight. I hoped into bed and fell a sleep with a smile.